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hyinen
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[//:icy thru you]

20's | it - it's | pfp: @bakonbug

chimaeral collective

something else from somewhere else

this is for us.
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think we figured something out. they're always staring us in the face every time. always just missing a few key pieces before we see it. put it all together.

this nameless, colorless, confused Me, it isn't anything after all. it's nothing. not on its own, anyway.
December 10, 2025 at 12:52 PM
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December 9, 2025 at 11:08 PM
and nothing will come of it
December 9, 2025 at 4:17 PM
so hug your plushie that you named after someone/something you don't know whether you barely remember or just made up and put up with the ringing and the voices and stare at the ceiling until something happens. the same as yesterday. the same as tomorrow. while you hope you get worse.
December 9, 2025 at 11:10 AM
you see, the trick is to do the rambling when its late enough and during the handoff so you don't remember doing it or what you wrote and then you make sure to never go back and read any of it so it stays a mystery because every time we look it hurts and we get that burning in our gut and we regret
December 9, 2025 at 11:01 AM
wish we could fall asleep without constantly catching bits and pieces of conversations, single words and phrases from voices we don't recognize. always making noise. always ruining the silence. god, it's fucking annoying.
December 8, 2025 at 12:09 PM
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December 7, 2025 at 6:15 PM
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While you'd think he'd have an affinity for night, there's nothing really stopping wereguar from appearing in broad daylight
December 7, 2025 at 1:38 AM
we wish we could know what you all thought of us. everything laid bare, nothing held back. every true positive and every single terrible negative.

that'd be nice. we'd like that.
December 6, 2025 at 10:38 AM
found one of our limits.
December 6, 2025 at 10:28 AM
there are things that a small part of us knows aren't real

that the rest of us can't be convinced of otherwise.

do you know how this feels?
December 6, 2025 at 9:38 AM
the ringing in our head is loud.
December 6, 2025 at 8:44 AM
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December 5, 2025 at 11:37 PM
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I joined a game jam in november and made a short FVN! It's about Love, and Loss, and Ballet. There's feelings, and hot furries. I would really appreciate it if you checked it out!
deepbluefeeling.itch.io/cygnus-leapt
Cygnus Leapt by deepbluefeeling
Stars shine on, even after they're gone
deepbluefeeling.itch.io
December 5, 2025 at 12:18 PM
staring at the moon until something happens.
December 5, 2025 at 10:31 AM
staring at the ceiling until something happens.
December 4, 2025 at 12:02 PM
we keep looking at our name, our pfp, our conversations with people and the things we say and post, the record in our room, none of it feels as real as it should. there's something [about us] and this other self that makes us feel like we can't trust what we're looking at. that's someone else.
December 4, 2025 at 12:01 PM
we're not sure of anything we say or think or See at any given point in time, for the record. please keep that in mind.
December 4, 2025 at 11:55 AM
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December 3, 2025 at 3:06 AM
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December 2, 2025 at 11:59 PM
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Drawing💖
#art #illustration
December 2, 2025 at 5:54 PM
spending too long lying here thinking ourselves in circles,

we guess it makes sense that if you spend so long not knowing who or what you are, when every aspect of your identity is a painful discrepancy, the only thing to do is to construct a new one.
December 2, 2025 at 12:21 PM
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HEY . WELCOME BACK♥️ NOW. LET'S RESUME PLAYING !
December 1, 2025 at 10:20 PM
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Thanks Godot for adding "penetrationslop" to my lexicon
December 1, 2025 at 11:09 PM
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December 1, 2025 at 9:41 PM