so happy to be back at my dorm with my mini fridge 🫠

oooo i’m obsessed with game of thrones so i’m def on board with dragons!!

15/04
weight: 57.4kg
water: 3L

just keeping it real, i think i ate like 4k calories today, probably purged only 1/5 of that and bedrotted the whole day 😍

honestly any kind of bird, i’d just rlly like to fly

it’s rlly cringe to think abt the fact that i let myself gain weight the first few months i was living alone and legit rinsed my bank account on food every day lmao but i’m not going to be making that mistake now cuz i barely have any money 😔

i just can’t stop myself from eating

i can’t do any school work either when i get like this. i’m so scared of failing but i don’t know how to get myself out of this situation

i don’t know what to do it’s been like a year and a half of this and i’m so so tired

no i def taste some peach too, i think that’s the only stone fruit i agree with 😭

yeah i rlly wanna try every flavour!!

tysm all ur replies have been so reassuring </3

like wtf 1.3k is basically a normal diet for a normal person. this is fr so ridiculous

do u genuinely think 15k is a lot? 🥲 i’ve been comparing myself to others walking 20k, 30k, 40k etc and i feel like it’s not enough

idk i guess after being in a binge phase for so long suddenly trying to eat between 1k-1.2k would be hard ?? maybe ? like am i supposed to decrease my calories gradually ? i feel so guilty eating at maintenance or doing high res, i genuinely don’t know what the answer is anymore