I’ll be okay. Just, ugh! Being alone fucking sucks rn. I’m so desperate for like a hug.

I wish I knew what’s wrong with me…

I truly have no clue how to engage with others. I come off either too shy or too strong and I think that freaks a lot of people out.

I’m doing everything I can to distract myself, but it’s not enough. I feel so lost now. Like 20 years of shutting myself out from people because I have trust issues and then this happens…

I really wish she didn’t say I was one of the few people she still wanted in her life. That was only a month ago. I’m so confused.