Sobs I really hope my health improves and maybe my mindsets too I'm just scared and I don't know

What about college, what about jobs??? I've never really fit in anywhere, will I ever find a place I belong? Is there even someone out there who would like me back that way?? I dont knoww sometimes I don't even see a point in existing is life really worth it

Made me fail all my grades so I genuinely can't afford to do that again?? But Im soso tired and I still don't think I have the motivation and even if I did pick myself up and do better what about the year after theres going to be more subjects more tests more choices and its only gonna get worse

Everything is honestly so bad and have been bad for a while now I really don't know what to do with myself
I have a couple of weeks to pull myself together but I really don't think I can do it I think im just back to this 'as long as i survive' mindset but that mindset

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