I never really had lyck with this shit. So... tbf I just don't care any more. Maybe I don't deserve to find my other half. Maybe my other half simply doesn't exist.
I love love but for others. I can't see myself being in love with anyone anymore...

... I was always the first to write. If I didn't write, they wouldn't. So i stopped. It kind of gave the impression that I was a momentarily hyperfixation. Or maybe someone not good enough for getting to know? And that shit kind of hurts.
It's better to just not try find love.

... she is sensitive. and what does he do? pkays down her feelings instead of comforting and trying to understand. She is the provider in this RS. works longer than him and still has to do all by herself on the house. I can't stand this guy. the more I hear the more I hope she will break free