My friend's aunt. I used to bring her dark chocolate sometimes when I'd visit. I still cry in the candy aisle sometimes if I think about it for too long.

And yet, my father? My only remaining parent? I haven't cried once. And I find that so fucking devastating.

When my Mom passed, I felt like my life was over. If not for a couple of people in my life, I don't know if I would have gotten through that.

When my uncle passed, my knees literally buckled from how hard I sobbed. I still can't talk about him for too long without beginning to cry...

Please help me if you can. I'm so close to being able to take a breath again.

I'm currently looking for full-time work, but it isn't going well and I won't be able to find something in time.

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(1/3) The other is $218 and I have no idea how I'm going to be able to manage that with the other bills I have to pay, as well as rent, before it goes to collections and I'm either locked in a repayment plan I also probably won't be able to afford, or they seize whatever little bit I have.

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it's bloody awful.

I'm deceased 🤣

I'm fucking panicking.

If I had a car/truck/whatever of my own, this would have been so much better, but I was never able to afford one.

And now tomorrow, when I was hoping and planning to be done with all of this, I have to come back with the electricity turned off to finish up cleaning, then go back home for my first therapy session with my new therapist, and THEN come back later to bring the rest of my stuff over.

I found out very last minute that I'd be able to rent the U-Haul I wanted to, but the only day I was able to was so hot that my friend and I didn't do anywhere near as much as we had planned because we were starting to feel ill from the heat.

The first time I moved, we were able to get professional movers. This time, it was literally all us and everything that could go wrong has.

I was in random, terrible pain for a whole week that I could have been packing up. I just got sick...