mentally illz
gh0stgr4ft.bsky.social
mentally illz
@gh0stgr4ft.bsky.social
28. shitposter. artist. neurodivergent. science enjoyer. 💉: 28/07/2019 🔪: 04/05/2021
mental illness combined with nonstop hardships since you became sentient will have you encroaching on 30 and hoping that you're over half done. i have experienced Enough
October 19, 2025 at 8:50 PM
every day i wake up and experience very irreversible and very hindering mental changes with no space to grow or heal
October 19, 2025 at 8:43 PM
the only person i have talked to in a week is my mom. i can't answer her anymore now. i don't want her to see what's happening. she put so much faith in me and for what
July 2, 2025 at 2:58 PM
there is an entropy rotting away all my relationships. they say you will find your people in life but i fucking scared them all away
July 2, 2025 at 2:53 PM
i wanna do artfight a little. i haven't ever done it before. it's not like i am doing anything else anyway.
July 1, 2025 at 9:05 PM
i wish i hadn't let down everyone in my life. i don't talk to anyone anymore. i know they won't like me.
June 30, 2025 at 4:48 AM
my swimming demons aren't drowning or whatever oliver horizon said
June 30, 2025 at 2:36 AM
basically everyone i cared for has moved on and everything i loved to do is gone too. writing is the last thing life will rob from me but i know that day will come soon enough
June 30, 2025 at 1:52 AM
i wish i had lentil illness instead.... :(
June 30, 2025 at 1:05 AM
they call me the interdimensional stranger due to my abstract, confusing swag, my complete misunderstanding of our world and universe, and my otherable nature
June 27, 2025 at 1:16 AM
every day i beg the universe for the mercy of being completely forgotten
June 21, 2025 at 7:06 PM
i think now is the time for me to just stop trying to see the good in life because i don't get to experience said good. my actions don't change the outcome and i am being railroaded through experiences that were decided long before i even existed
June 21, 2025 at 6:18 PM
enjoy month.
June 20, 2025 at 10:19 PM
i know what i can use this page for, and it is schizoaffective-fueled rambling and progressively worse quality drawings. no it will not be fun. no it will not be relatable. i feel like i got dropped on the planet and everyone except me knows i am not a person
June 20, 2025 at 10:13 PM
having a mental disability that gets worse without medication, and not being able to afford said medication is good and not at all scary to experience rapidly
March 25, 2025 at 2:08 AM
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March 18, 2025 at 7:42 AM
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character page comm for nexirall 🖤
March 16, 2025 at 11:43 PM
my doctor sent off a referral for me to get a hysterectomy. it's still very far away, but it's in motion now.
March 19, 2025 at 4:36 PM
things are Happening
March 19, 2025 at 4:31 PM
still trying to figure out what this account will be for. for art? for sillies? for my mental health posting? we could do all of them.
March 18, 2025 at 8:18 PM
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🧨 Double trouble!

#art #ocart #oc
March 16, 2025 at 2:34 AM
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cool car....
March 12, 2025 at 5:53 PM
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Thinking about FFX Columbo
February 9, 2025 at 5:06 PM
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January 30, 2025 at 5:43 PM