to the 3 people that read this in the next 5 years, love gerp i guess

im not a crier or even rlly much of an empath n i cant blame anyone here but i feel sick n he was my baby

busy n shit and if they hadnt tried to put him down we wouldve never went to the vet at all but he didnt stop eating until this week, he didnt stop having energy until the last two days, and ik it could've been too late but organ failure is a lot to process for a cat who was fucking fine a week ago

trying to not b a dickhead abt this but they took him to get him put down, yo over the same shitty carpet which is SICK yk and uh vet went aha no dude tf n so he was meant to go last week n get his blood work done n guess who fuckin rescheduled the appt and yk thats thats not their fault we all get

anyways, today i have lost baby derp cus the us got banned from tt love u kc

i was only rlly using this to post pictures of him, kind of a diary i suppose
it's ok, it happens
but it shouldn't have to happen like this

fucking carpet
i'm sorry they couldn't love you, yoko
i love you so much

i might take this down idk i doubt anyones gna even see it but idk what ill do w this acct after, i only have so many pictures bc i've lost so many phones and other shit
ive expected this for a long time, but not like this
not even a fucking conversation, just waiting to find him dead over some

he wtached me do scales for an hour

ill make an actual thing later or smth

ok im gna stop now