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disasters are just another star falling in my yard

erin | she/her | queer | mi/nd | ♎︎☉ ♎︎☽ ♐︎↑

https://ruined.carrd.co
two sentence horror story
November 15, 2025 at 10:14 PM
i love this moment so much and am still so boggled xl didn't Get It right then and there

hc out here like:
September 4, 2025 at 9:22 PM
me at danmei book club discussing occult unhinged yaoi (except i'm also doing my nails)
September 4, 2025 at 8:15 PM
school delayed registering my summer practicum made me ineligible for fafsa → they hit me with a balance → can’t register for fall w/ balance → no fall = no aid returns = no income = no 2nd degree

>planned this since fall 2024
>registered on time
>all of this b/c someone didn’t click "approve"
July 11, 2025 at 1:29 AM
i need this blown up at least 50x
June 29, 2025 at 12:51 PM
so mad at myself. i managed to go an entire spread without messing things up so badly until the last stamp i added bc i thought it was cute, but then i accidentally doubled up 😭
June 29, 2025 at 3:30 AM
testimonial
June 27, 2025 at 9:39 PM
sad crying
June 27, 2025 at 6:26 PM
this is actually galaxy brain omg

it got worse btw lmao

this is AFTER i did the favor she was hounding me for, after she wasted an hour and a half of my time, and threw off my plans for the night to ask if she could borrow my motorcycle, interrupting me and my situationship
May 26, 2025 at 2:53 AM
fuck off fuck off FUCK OFF
May 25, 2025 at 9:16 PM
me explaining to my situationship what ao3 is and how no, it's not a hookup forum, i just closed the tab fast when he walked up behind me because i'm blind and have it zoomed in to 200% and what i read on ao3 is between me and god
May 23, 2025 at 1:03 AM
>sign on for start of semester
>don't see practicum on my schedule
>professor never approved the registration
>threw off my entire financial aid award
>going to have to go to campus to fill out late registration paperwork
>i've already been working on projects
May 19, 2025 at 9:12 PM
that penultimate line of this reads like a crescendo into axe grinding shrill violin notes
April 25, 2025 at 10:09 PM
need me some of this rn fr
April 20, 2025 at 11:33 PM
April 18, 2025 at 12:43 AM
i didn't have caps the other day but when i saw it i thought of this post
April 13, 2025 at 9:35 PM
April 12, 2025 at 7:28 PM
the little embellishment at the bottom 😂

your dad:
April 11, 2025 at 2:10 PM
April 9, 2025 at 1:46 AM
more tell it like it is headlines plz
March 30, 2025 at 9:22 AM
this is possibly the most ridiculous propaganda i've seen. ex-soldier window cleaner goes diehard on "extreme energy activists" who take hostages at an energy corporation's gala
March 28, 2025 at 2:06 PM
recent happenings
March 8, 2025 at 9:25 PM
unironically included this as part of an essay question on my social media marketing midterm
March 8, 2025 at 9:04 PM
MY MARKETING PROFESSOR FUCKING ROCKROLLED ME IN A POWERPOINT LECTURE???

www.youtube.com/watch?v=dQw4...
March 8, 2025 at 7:16 PM
beginning to think the only time she sleeps is when im at my desk
March 8, 2025 at 4:26 AM