Yeah it sucks how difficult access is. I’m honestly lucky that the state I live in has legal pathways for access, I can’t imagine what I’d do without that.

I do this all the time and it really stinks, it’s a stim I do because I’m suppressing other stims.
I’ve been suggested to get stim toys for this, but I haven’t tried anything yet.

Like, I grew up with Jumper and An Untitled Story and DIDN’T know that she made Celeste until a year ago.

Shoutout to the 2 people that understand this reference

What the heck this is so RAD ahahaha, it was so surreal to see you on my YouTube homepage

2026 being Year of the Pony is somehow more feasible than Year of the Linux desktop

Definitely a recommendation from me.

And, obviously I’m not perfect.

I still have some burdens with disability and PTSD but it’s seriously like a lot more manageable than it used to be. And that’s a good thing.

So why would I go back to testosterone if it means I suffer more?