Today seems to be one of those days when I am handling these thoughts much better.

Still not even close to happy but these thoughts seem much more manageable

Last few months have been first time in my life when i had suicidal thoughts.. it kind of scares me. Never thought i would ever in my life have such thoughts

Whats worse is that I do not know what it is that i need. Is it love? Is it more money? More friends? Too see and experience more?

Any time i make some progress towards any of these i still feel unhappy

Just be ready to handle all the Russian and Chinese disinformation bots that will inevitably come here as the users grow

West is wide open this year

I've followed bunch of finance, business and tech accounts there and so far that is all I am seeing.

Useful to get niche news like that but not very conversational