if I sweat off/cry off another breathe right strip tonight I'll genuinely lose it 😐

I've had these lung problems for a year and a half too and not only has nothing significant been done, but I don't think it's EVER been this bad 😐 so like fucking sick dude, fucking SICK

like why the fuck did I bother, I literally ended days with my head in pain studying so hard, my thumb still has NUMBNESS from summarizing my notes...and for what??? so I can cough so hard I almost throw up??? hurt my shoulder??? feel dizzy??? and fail because I'm too tired to think???

noooooo 😓 why ferment if no alcohol? 😓

me because I'm drunk off of the necrotic flesh (maybe? 🤨)

you'd scorn my medical treatment of a gas gangrene patient? 😱 just because I want to have a little fun with it? 😱

I wanted to know if I could eat decaying flesh straight from the gas gangrene patients myonecrotic leg as a mix of buisness and pleasure debridement 🙂‍↕️ (it was brought up that it's fermenting and that's why it smells and I was like 😱)

...no :)

I feel like surely! and I'm coming at it from a purely ethical standpoint 🩵

I don't think this is that uncommon a question though 🤨

I want to ask my micro prof, but I like him too much to want to let him see me in this light

I didn't have a crush, BUT IF I GOT ONE I WAS READY 🔫😤

i mmeeannnnnnn

this swap is so easy too because big artists are everywhere, so unlike show streaming it's not really spread out, indie artists are leaving anyway, it's a store/brand that you may like/be cheap, it's not a food you may crave and wanna come back to...it's just an interface...that's it...

also before you say "oh but they're all bad" okay sure whatever, ignore small businesses, but also they're not all running ads for ICE so I'd appreciate some critical thinking skills 🩵