Okay, getting better and better at recognizing hiragana, slowly mastering them. But damn am I way better at reading them than writing them by memory so far. Progress.

Man I have such a huge problem of loving stationary a little too much. I keep wanting to buy more. I also can't help but keep browsing jetpens and bungu, so much I want. Whether it be notebooks, stamps, stickers, fountain pens, or cases of all kinds, I just want more. Haha

Man, Iris Out has been stuck in my head and been on repeat the past few days. Yonezu Kenshi is just so good. Been listening to so much JP music lately, I just vibe so much with ,　the music.　こつちのけんと　is great too、はいよろこんで has also been on repeat as well.

Don't have any vocab, but I'm still in the very very beginning of learning Japanese, and read my first thing. I'm fucking excited about that and it was so simple, just a YouTube channel name in hiragana. Small steps for no, but big progress on my motivation. ☺️

Been thinking about it a lot lately, I want to go back to school, earn a degree, and eventually also move out of country. I just feel so unfulfilled with my situation, it's time to finally focus up. All this for wanting to move to Japan, haha. I gotta start sooner than later though.

Finally complete. Took about a week Grace Howard from Zenless Zone Zero.

Currently working on this, Grace Howard from Zenless Zone Zero.

Been having so much fun the past few weeks doing pixel art on wplace. Here's some stuff I've done.

I don't know why, but lately I've just been feeling so anxious. As of in just so unsure about myself and what's to come. But I've gotten through this before, I can do it again. I know I can. If you're a mutual, feel free to send a dm, may just need to talk it out.

Man, sometimes I forget how much I love fighting games. But then I slack off so bad when I want to practice. Gotta hit the lab hard, not only that, I want to pick up some old games after so long. Like +R, I miss that version of Slayer so much. So quick goals: relearn old Slayer, grind Bison in SF6.

remember #signalis

I like dumping my thoughts into blue sky more than twitter for sure. It feels more comfortable here and less hectic. Glad there are more options than just what we had before. Dropped fb, Tumblr, and other socials, but this one just hits different.

I've bought a lot of watches lately. It's something I've always been into but never went out of the way to actually go into. I went from having just my Casio Gshock, and now I have a small collection of 10 watches, with plans to buy some more down the line. Sucks that it's an expensive hobby.

That being said, once I start, I'm planning to save up big and do a solo trip to Japan. As much fun as it was with friends, I would love to try going it solo and doing what I want when I want. Just hope I don't get stupid sick near the end like last time.

Got a new job. Can't wait to start, I'm actually pretty excited about it. I'm also finally starting to get out of the shitty feelings I was having the past few months. Life is going great.

Started a new job I don't care for, while my last one is where I'm still furloughed. Tough times, I just gotta stay strong, I've made it through worse, but damn it's fucking me up mentally. Never thought I would feel like this again. I got this though.

Yup about to lose my life and would to Wilds when it releases. The new Focus mechanic is incredible. I'm hitting so many TCS hts that would have otherwise missed. Need to get a handle on the clashes though. I'm pretty sure I could avoid so much downtime had I hit more of those.

Reminder, you may not like that your oshi is leaving, that you're allowed to be sad, frustrated, angry, and disappointed, but be respectful of the talent's wishes. No need to light everything on fire when we won't ever know the true details. Hold yourself to a standard the talents would be proud of.

Japan is pretty tight.