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beth | alt acc 🥀
i really hate myself soooo much wow
November 10, 2025 at 9:16 PM
having dreams about a random
person that leave a weird feeling in your stomach that you cant ignore
November 6, 2025 at 10:59 AM
i feel like i ask for very little and then im made to feel bad when i dont get what i do ask for
October 29, 2025 at 6:22 PM
this has been fun but ive had enough of being alive and existing now im gonna head out
October 28, 2025 at 12:53 PM
i always get terrible news when im off my meds and not emotionally/mentally equipped to handle it like can u all wait until a better time
October 28, 2025 at 12:32 PM
i picked up a different brand of toothpaste and now i have like 3-4 ulcers in my mouth
October 26, 2025 at 9:22 PM
moving house when you’re at the point of ending it all is an experience
September 27, 2025 at 1:42 PM
i had a really bad mental breakdown a couple years ago and this has been feeling really similar so i am understandably Very concerned. unfortunately ive got no idea how to prevent it
September 21, 2025 at 7:50 PM
think im on my period. tracks
September 21, 2025 at 12:20 PM
i dont really want to be here anymore
September 21, 2025 at 12:15 PM
what if i walked away and went missing
September 20, 2025 at 12:59 PM
my mum may have neglected me mentally and emotionally but she transfers money to my bank account sometimes so thats fine
September 19, 2025 at 7:02 PM
thinking about my childhood again and connecting dots
September 19, 2025 at 7:01 PM
i wonder when ill actually be happy and content with my life
September 19, 2025 at 6:42 PM
i try to be nice and kind but i am very selfish at my core
September 19, 2025 at 6:28 PM
i wish i was like a little orb of light floating around that didnt have to worry about being alive but still able to see the world and watch the people i care about
September 18, 2025 at 9:48 PM
im deaddd worried about finances once we move because this place is way more expensive but im hoping it will help with my mental health having my bf around and being in a nicer flat. maybe i can actually do more
September 18, 2025 at 12:14 PM
being this age is also so weird like i feel so old and so young at the same time. like my life is just beginning really but w the current state of things it feels like its already over lmfao
September 18, 2025 at 12:13 PM
ive been feeling really shitty and like a failure lately like i know my circumstances have been different from others so theres only so much ive been able to do but its so hard watching others succeeding while im still at the starting line basically
September 18, 2025 at 12:12 PM
its “everyone hates you and wishes u were gone” hours
September 17, 2025 at 9:41 PM
hii i still have a stress headache
September 17, 2025 at 9:30 PM