Like holy shit my life just keeps turning out to have been worse and worse when I look into this shit. Fuck I need to get up with a therapist. End thread.
Like holy shit my life just keeps turning out to have been worse and worse when I look into this shit. Fuck I need to get up with a therapist. End thread.
I would only stop skipping meals if i felt skinny enough to tolerate or if I forgot I was doing it at all because of my dissociative disorder/amnesia. ...continued...
I would only stop skipping meals if i felt skinny enough to tolerate or if I forgot I was doing it at all because of my dissociative disorder/amnesia. ...continued...
Fuck it's like actually hitting me real time that I was anorexic. I've always underplayed it but fuck. ...continued...
Fuck it's like actually hitting me real time that I was anorexic. I've always underplayed it but fuck. ...continued...
I longed to return to having visible ribs and I would skip meals when i started to soften so I could loose weight. It wouldn't go on for too long but it was in my adolescence my go to weight loss method. ...continued...
I longed to return to having visible ribs and I would skip meals when i started to soften so I could loose weight. It wouldn't go on for too long but it was in my adolescence my go to weight loss method. ...continued...
On the flip side as i got older for a long time despite being very skinny, though not bony anymore, I felt fat. in fact not being bony was the problem. Any protrusion of my stomach felt like I was fat or chubby.
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On the flip side as i got older for a long time despite being very skinny, though not bony anymore, I felt fat. in fact not being bony was the problem. Any protrusion of my stomach felt like I was fat or chubby.
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Food became more plentiful as I got older, and I really believed I had just been very picky (im autistic). But now I think i was starved... either through negligence or intent. maybe they were keeping me skinny for a reason (Sa)...continued...
Food became more plentiful as I got older, and I really believed I had just been very picky (im autistic). But now I think i was starved... either through negligence or intent. maybe they were keeping me skinny for a reason (Sa)...continued...
I remember going to bed hungry many times, even if I had dinner that night. ...continued...
I remember going to bed hungry many times, even if I had dinner that night. ...continued...
When I was young I would scarf down my food, my mom would always comment on how fast I ate and I wondered why everyone else took so long. I was also aggressive with food, like a dog, getting angry at anyone who touched what I had, ...continued...
When I was young I would scarf down my food, my mom would always comment on how fast I ate and I wondered why everyone else took so long. I was also aggressive with food, like a dog, getting angry at anyone who touched what I had, ...continued...
I remember eating a piece of chocolate, slowly, licking it and savoring every second of it because I didn't know when I would get something like that again. I made it last as long as I possibly could. ...continued...
I remember eating a piece of chocolate, slowly, licking it and savoring every second of it because I didn't know when I would get something like that again. I made it last as long as I possibly could. ...continued...