I was a regular of Lucien's streams during lockdown days and even getting acknowledged was 🫠 I'd literally die if he found out I made him one of my blorbos VC lol

Someone actually offered to 'pull some strings' and let Nhagi's VC do a line for me (he isn't on cameo but the person who offered was especially close with him) that I just about died when I read that 😂 declined it though LMAO

There was a brief thought that what she did was selfish and essentially asked him for pity sex, but he reassured her that he was hers and anything she should selfishly want he'd gladly oblige to the best of his abilities

Using FFXIV to cope with the fact that I cant properly try Gambit in Rivals without anyone instalocking first, or throwing because I 'stole' Gambit from them o<-<

Wait, I wonder if that's why part of the autistic person wiring is so intertwined with 'stimming'; we can't process/identify emotions (which are abstract) well without looking at the physical aspects of it (which are concrete) so best way to go about it is to 'make it concrete'

I'm still working on the 'identify your emotions' thingy without relying on describing the physical sensations 😅 I feel like that's the reason my dr is putting me on extended observation even though she said she was gonna gradually decrease Lexapro as part of my regimen

Forgot to take pic of Carbonara and Nachos cuz by the time I remembered it was almost finished 😂

maybe i'll mod the astro weap to look like a d20

Bruh really at 2am? (I say this as someone who just woke up 2 hours ago)

Also while dr was explaining how she really doesn't believe in 'positive/negative traits' since any trait can be a boon or a blight depending on the situation, my gamer ass be like "So it's like Elden Ring where weapons/builds can be broken OP or complete poop depending on the boss"