And everyone around me constantly doubts anything is wrong.

Life just isn't worth the hassle anymore.

hat it makes life not worth living anymore. People constantly doubt everything I say, do and think. Every feeling and emotion I have is met with skepticism.

So what's even the point of continuing? This condition makes life hell to live.

And yet because my condition isn't visible, even WITH a diagnosis I know fOR A FACT that I will never ever ever ever ever ever ever ever be given even the slightest hint of a benefit of a doubt. Not even a single atom. I've been through this so many times

I don't choose anything.

Imagine this. You see an old lady walking slowly down the store aisle. Do you assume she's CHOOSING to walk slow? Do you think she WANTS to be an obstacle?

Course not. If she could, she'd like to be able to walk at a faster speed.

But I have limits. For example, washing dishes is EXTREMELY PAINFUL but yet I still try to help.

What sucks even more than the pain ever will is the fact that people seemingly think I'm CHOOSING to """"let it win""""". There never was a choice to be made.

A diagnosis won't change anything. Don't get me wrong, I'm not asking to be waited on hand and foot, I'm just asking for a little grace and the benefit of a doubt. I can and do try to help as much as I can when it comes to housework.

It's like to them I'm just making something up to get out of doing stuff. Like yeah, I'm not going to finish raking all the leaves up when holding the rake feels like it's covered in a billion tiny needles that are shredding my skin apart.

But the actual pain isn't the worse part. It's the fact that because it's not a visible condition, people just simply don't believe me.

I've tried for many years to get anyone to understand. Both doctors and my own family have rejected that I'm feeling anything at all.

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