I'm like. fairly confident. mostly. but my #1 trait is being anxious and borrowing grief from a future that may not come to pass. so who can say for certain.

maybe I need to start hrt about it or something. or increase quantity of mandarins.

yes I wanna feel different but not anxious or tired or out of control. the closest to this I've found so far is ice cold seltzer and 2-3 mandarins