i have to keep moving forward. even if i don’t know where i’m going.

but so little time. it’s even hard to find and make time when i lack the drive to push forward. the seasonal lingers into the everyday. i want to run and hide. i want to go somewhere no one will find me. but i don’t want to be alone. this is something i have to face alone. i have to keep moving.

really doesn’t help that i work nights. i enjoy being outside and in the sunlight. Meh. Whatever.

i started putting cones on the hoods of empty ones because it makes the computer freak out and freeze

i hope you stretched beforehand this time

and let pile on. idk. i really feel like i need some kind of motivation to do it.

going outside. it’s just hard because i work nights and a lot of the things i want to do occur during times where i’m not available time wise. then trying to schedule around them almost seems impossible. then there’s still all the shit i said i would get done MONTHS ago that i haven’t touched 2/?

the mid nut clench that could make diamonds is real