Looks like it’s AFIB. Thankfully that can be treated with medication but for some reason her O2 levels, which should be between 95%-100%, kept bouncing around between 68% and 84%!

😭 V, thank you so much for saying that!! I keep reminding myself I won’t feel like this forever, trying to just focus on each day and not get too ahead of myself. It’s day 3 and I’m already so bone deep exhausted.

I finally said to him this morning, “Have you not been listening to me say the same things over and over and over and over again?! I’m tired of living this way (lol autocorrect changed “way” to “war”). I don’t want to live the rest of my life like this.”

He’d know. Did everyone forget that he looked RIGHT AT the solar eclipse several years ago?!

Still very sick. And now my oldest has it, too. 😭

LJ, IG, FB, and now here?

I know I got it from the little boy I nanny. I’m so angry his mom thought it was ok to have me watch him.

It really is! I’ve applied to so many places, put so much effort into it, only to be mostly ignored. I’ve gotten the occasional “thanks but no thanks” emails but most places don’t even both with that. 😒

None of the ones I worked with many moons ago did. I’m in several job related groups…crap, just realized I don’t have FB anymore. 😂 (side note: it hasn’t been as difficult as I thought it would be!!) and that was a common topic, many people are looking but no one’s getting interest.

Is it a guaranteed hours sort of thing? I have looked at our district’s jobs website and they don’t seem to offer any benefits for subs.

Not yet. I really need to find a job with benefits, and staffing agencies don’t offer stuff like that.

It just sucks so much to put so much time and effort into something, but have nothing to show for it. I really thought knowing people who work for places that are hiring would help a lot, but even that has been dead end after dead end. 😭