but i can survive this and also inshallah it's gonna be our last winter in the northeast at least for now cuz we are going to try to move out west sometime next year...so winters will not be anywhere near as bad. i just need to do ok this winter and help my husband do ok too and we will be ok

i'm so determined to have this winter not be terrible...i am getting depressed but i'm trying everything in my power to make sure it's just low energy not wanting to do things depressed rather than the really shitty kind. it is working so far, even on bad days i am coping, seasonal affective sucks

also my husband told me i can have his heated gloves because he has chronically sweaty hands so he can't really use them, i used them earlier and they are so awesome!!!!!!!

i did it i was so brave

hehe..

i'm going to make her in xiv...................hehe

ok actually i played like half an hour of it, it runs really well and the story is really interesting so far lol so i think i will keep it 🤓