that was all i have to say
gabby out!

This apology is staying there and I won't remove this account
I need days off the internet
This was Gabby stotch
I might move account soon
Bye

But I don't wanna be associated with you anymore
I don't wish u evil or bad
Since I did evil to you too on using the money
Just don't associated with me anymore and after I won't go back to bluesky since there is when I meet them
And I won't have discord for a while

And for the person
I'm sorry
For using the money
I feel ashamed, disgusted of myself
Even if u told me u forgive me
I feel horrible still
I didn't say anything about the sexual stuff u told me
About my boobs and cup size
So I'm just gonna say
I'm glad u forgive me

Why not deleting this bluesky?
Because this apology is gonna stay here
For the people I commission on my discord these days I'm so sorry
I was excited and stupid for using money impulsive without thinking
It was irresponsible of my part
And includes I'm gonna take a break from discord too

And friendly reminder
They
Told ME
To keep it secret
I'm mentioning all of this for accountability
I'm not blaming nobody but me
So I'm gonna leave for a couple of days and delete some account except this one bluesky

I did cry for how guilty I feel about using the money since it was from them (even tho the person told me to made the account on my email)
Even though they where telling me I was forgiven and stuff
I feel like the scum and scammer of Earth

What I did is refund the best I did can and cancel one art commission
In Wich when I did try to speak to them
In Wich I'm not gonna lie I did ghosted them too
So I refund the best I can and after they told me they received they where busy
Meanwhile I was having a complete breakdown almost crying

But after that they started to talk to me about how I did break their trust in taking the money and called me a scammer
I'm not mentioning the person since I don't want harassment
I'm taking accountability on this

They say the money is from them (Wich is funny since they reach out to me to make the PayPal with one old email and even told me to keep it SECRET) and then called me a scammer
Wich I do accept it is my fault honestly for using the money

For context
I did use an old PayPal for trying commission artist I did like but also there was someone else there on that account
Once I tried to commission someone the person took the money

Remember when the idea of VR games was super cool, and not something alt-right billionaires and tech bros could use to steal more of our data? I just wanna play Beat Saber for fuck's sake

hope stuffs goes well! ^^