MäIKO🇯🇵
@g5tahl.bsky.social
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👤 Bipolar / C-PTSD / $H / ADHD / ASD / Purging recovery
👤 Bipolar / C-PTSD / $H / ADHD / ASD / Purging recovery
Thank you for 15 years of joy 🐶💗
September 13, 2025 at 4:03 AM
Thank you for 15 years of joy 🐶💗
I'm on Sodium valproate for the first time and I really hope it works.
June 25, 2025 at 5:33 AM
I'm on Sodium valproate for the first time and I really hope it works.
I was prescribed lyrica/pregabalin by an orthopedic surgeon for pain for my frozen shoulder. To my surprise, it worked wonders for my bipolar depression. I had terrible side effects after taking it, but I felt as if I had my old self back afterwards.
June 16, 2025 at 7:08 AM
I was prescribed lyrica/pregabalin by an orthopedic surgeon for pain for my frozen shoulder. To my surprise, it worked wonders for my bipolar depression. I had terrible side effects after taking it, but I felt as if I had my old self back afterwards.
Who's on Depakote/Epival for bipolar depression/anxiety? Does it work?
June 15, 2025 at 1:12 PM
Who's on Depakote/Epival for bipolar depression/anxiety? Does it work?
My bipolar depression refuses to let me get used to a new job. My head is foggy and fuzzy, unable to understand or remember things. It really is a difficult life.
April 19, 2025 at 10:58 AM
My bipolar depression refuses to let me get used to a new job. My head is foggy and fuzzy, unable to understand or remember things. It really is a difficult life.
Start a new job for the first time in year. So exhausted.
April 3, 2025 at 9:58 AM
Start a new job for the first time in year. So exhausted.
Depressive episode is coming. I'm dying.
April 1, 2025 at 4:17 AM
Depressive episode is coming. I'm dying.
Lost 4kg due to COVID.
January 8, 2025 at 1:36 AM
Lost 4kg due to COVID.
Good bye, lamictal! You were not for me.
Even after taking sufficient doses for a long time, my blood levels didn't rise and I didn't even feel better.
Now I am back on lithium.
Even after taking sufficient doses for a long time, my blood levels didn't rise and I didn't even feel better.
Now I am back on lithium.
December 17, 2024 at 3:43 PM
Good bye, lamictal! You were not for me.
Even after taking sufficient doses for a long time, my blood levels didn't rise and I didn't even feel better.
Now I am back on lithium.
Even after taking sufficient doses for a long time, my blood levels didn't rise and I didn't even feel better.
Now I am back on lithium.
Been suffering from bipolar depression and suicidal ideation. Lamictal switched to Lithium again. Increased amout of Vortioxetine. Suspected diabetes on blood test.
Life is tough.
Life is tough.
December 1, 2024 at 4:10 AM
Been suffering from bipolar depression and suicidal ideation. Lamictal switched to Lithium again. Increased amout of Vortioxetine. Suspected diabetes on blood test.
Life is tough.
Life is tough.
Mixed episode. Positive negativity.
October 20, 2024 at 12:06 AM
Mixed episode. Positive negativity.
Thankfully my Bipolar is mostly stable, except for a little anxiety, lately.
I'm even starting to search for a new job :)
I'm even starting to search for a new job :)
October 8, 2024 at 5:18 AM
Thankfully my Bipolar is mostly stable, except for a little anxiety, lately.
I'm even starting to search for a new job :)
I'm even starting to search for a new job :)
i hate this place.
negativity all over.
negativity all over.
October 5, 2024 at 2:25 AM
i hate this place.
negativity all over.
negativity all over.
somehow i made it to 39 but not anymore
September 21, 2024 at 3:01 PM
somehow i made it to 39 but not anymore
please let me vanish like i wasn't even born.
September 21, 2024 at 3:00 PM
please let me vanish like i wasn't even born.
attempted and failed why am i still alive
September 20, 2024 at 2:43 PM
attempted and failed why am i still alive
having a bipolar breakdown these days. im scared to face tomorrow scared to sleep. anxiety hits me so hard and cant stop crying in fear.
September 20, 2024 at 2:29 PM
having a bipolar breakdown these days. im scared to face tomorrow scared to sleep. anxiety hits me so hard and cant stop crying in fear.
Got to see my old friend yesterday. So tired and getting physically and mentally breakdown. Never again.
September 18, 2024 at 10:32 AM
Got to see my old friend yesterday. So tired and getting physically and mentally breakdown. Never again.
I'm proud of myself for coming back this far.
September 13, 2024 at 11:52 AM
I'm proud of myself for coming back this far.
dear bipolar i still cant find the way to get along with u.
September 8, 2024 at 12:53 PM
dear bipolar i still cant find the way to get along with u.