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FUCK!!!!

Listen. I want to yank that chain so BAD. 😩 IT'S NOT FAIR. WTF.

@hypostasys.bsky.social LOOK AT THIS?? I AM NOT SANE ABOUT THIS.

THIS IS EVERYTHING TO ME. I WANTED THIS SO BAD AND I GOT IT.

:3

the way Val looking like that makes you want provoke him UGGHHHHILLDKhdzflkffjk;

@hypostasys.bsky.social --- and like tongue unfurling LKSDHSKDJGHK. I was like AM I WATCHING THIS HAPPEN??????????? I am SO not over him grabbing the nipple chain it is making me crazy ... and every time Vox says fuck.

Their dynamic???>S:KJLgkkdh

I cannot handle this help

ITS NOT FAIR HOW I FEEL ABOUT HIM?

my brain is full of HORNY thoughts when I am trying to sleep

I need to rip them out of the computer so they can exist

fuck whatever the consequences of that would be?

🥹🥹🩵 I've been working hard at it for a few years now. Thank you.

I keep thinking I don't need therapy and that since I have been feeling better I must be close to the end. Then I am reminded that there is work to do. And things to contemplate. And shit I repress or don't deal with.

Must be nice to be heterosexual and just have things go whatver socially acceptable route mainstream likes. Must be nice to fit in and not be labeled a freak or something.

I've been different a long time and been punished for it repeatedly? It's another thing I stuff down and keep to myself.

FUCK, I am feeling good. That also means more chewing on my hand. I need one of those little neurodivergent things you can chomp on (I think they are called chew sticks) for when I am feeling in A Mood (probably horny and proud of myself and no one to fuck big sad.)