yes yes yes its totally within your rights yes yes i know i know but still we're all gay here

they dont have jokes on here. ive only laughed at one poster and thats jon bois

ive been to two suicide survivor support groups and both of them glossed over and moved on when i got too raw. im going to have to shove this all down if i ever want to rejoin society its clear to see. but this feels impossible to shove down. im stuck!

this deck goes bananas

they should all listen to me the only sane detransitioner

thats how i felt for a while but then i realized being confused is part of the beauty

maybe im in denial. maybe it will happen and baseball will lose its holiness

i also cant do anything creative because the instant i sit down to try i just start seeing my empty bank account in my head

i have a contract work job and i can maybe do one or two tasks before i just become filled with despair

no. im not on anything. its not like i cant get excited about things though. its just work. i know no one likes working but its like i cant even bear to think about it. i get a message asking why i would be good for a role and all i can think is "well i wouldnt be good for the role. also i hate you"