anyways miss the period of time when it was just like "haha adorable, you just started getting laid" if someone saw you had a hickey bc i still have a light exhibitionism kink

i am gonna finish a stable of commander decks i find particularly fun and meaningful and then totally check out on the game and it will be good for me

extremely cool that every single person i know went "wow this seems like a totally you set, io" and then i just get to watch them all pull shit bc i'm broke and it makes me legitimately so mad and i'm realizing this was the *actual* reason i quit, huh

I wish I wasn't fat, I wish I wasn't gay, I wish a latina would come sit up on my face or whatever robin Buckley said

ty 😭💖

again one of those things that's hard to describe and when would it ever come up but like, jesus christ i hate it so much

i remember being fucking thrilled that the functioning didn't change and then being intimate with misa and she... did what she had previously done without issue and i immediately got like sick and dizzy and started shaking and crying

idk i wish i was able to like enjoy the same shit as everyone else or just like... idk i wish people would get into the shit i like lmfao but i have just completely given up on that. i can meet people where they are

which like, thank god for that person who ended up becoming like a REALLY close friend bc of it bc not only do they read the same stuff as me but they have impossibly good takes

but it is a little lonely to just like, never be able to discuss the things i like with friends or misa

which is a weird ass position to be in when 'anime' is the way fans of that medium generally identify with each other but at the end of the day i can basically count on overlap with exactly 1 person in terms of my taste anyways