Fuífe🧿
@fuife.bsky.social
no thoughts, just にょろーん…💕✨
amateur bad-luck-bringer, but i am trying to turn it around~
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amateur bad-luck-bringer, but i am trying to turn it around~
she/her🌸
es/en/русский новичок
🔞het 🖤🩶🤍
✅vidya ✅drug ✅animalls ✅mental illness ✅shitpost✅feels
❌politicks ❌ebegging ❌ragebait
^w^ i feel good this morning~!
good morning … !!
i did a really big sleep and it is a quiet, snowy morning now ..
today i will try to accomplish a lot of things! 💚 i hope you can be brave and feel positive too. c:
good morning … !!
i did a really big sleep and it is a quiet, snowy morning now ..
today i will try to accomplish a lot of things! 💚 i hope you can be brave and feel positive too. c:
November 29, 2025 at 4:12 PM
^w^ i feel good this morning~!
good morning … !!
i did a really big sleep and it is a quiet, snowy morning now ..
today i will try to accomplish a lot of things! 💚 i hope you can be brave and feel positive too. c:
good morning … !!
i did a really big sleep and it is a quiet, snowy morning now ..
today i will try to accomplish a lot of things! 💚 i hope you can be brave and feel positive too. c:
i am sorry i couldn’t make you happy
or proud
i am sorry i wasn’t enough
i’m sorry i failed you
i am still here
i will always be here
it’s beautiful to watch you grow and evolve
i hope you think of me sometimes too
or proud
i am sorry i wasn’t enough
i’m sorry i failed you
i am still here
i will always be here
it’s beautiful to watch you grow and evolve
i hope you think of me sometimes too
November 29, 2025 at 5:53 AM
i am sorry i couldn’t make you happy
or proud
i am sorry i wasn’t enough
i’m sorry i failed you
i am still here
i will always be here
it’s beautiful to watch you grow and evolve
i hope you think of me sometimes too
or proud
i am sorry i wasn’t enough
i’m sorry i failed you
i am still here
i will always be here
it’s beautiful to watch you grow and evolve
i hope you think of me sometimes too
i will reach my end too, but it will be a gradual dimming, swelling, then the violent extinguishing ..
or maybe slowly evaporating, dissolving into a diffuse sea of particles, blending in with the rest of the empty space
it does not make me afraid. just sad.
or maybe slowly evaporating, dissolving into a diffuse sea of particles, blending in with the rest of the empty space
it does not make me afraid. just sad.
November 29, 2025 at 5:51 AM
i will reach my end too, but it will be a gradual dimming, swelling, then the violent extinguishing ..
or maybe slowly evaporating, dissolving into a diffuse sea of particles, blending in with the rest of the empty space
it does not make me afraid. just sad.
or maybe slowly evaporating, dissolving into a diffuse sea of particles, blending in with the rest of the empty space
it does not make me afraid. just sad.
thinking of you, blueskis ..
on a cold, quiet night where i am up too late and pondering too much …
how i am here suspended in this place, a stationary star, or a black hole, while the celestial bodies rotate me, going through their lives, reaching their beginning and their middle and their end.
on a cold, quiet night where i am up too late and pondering too much …
how i am here suspended in this place, a stationary star, or a black hole, while the celestial bodies rotate me, going through their lives, reaching their beginning and their middle and their end.
November 29, 2025 at 5:48 AM
thinking of you, blueskis ..
on a cold, quiet night where i am up too late and pondering too much …
how i am here suspended in this place, a stationary star, or a black hole, while the celestial bodies rotate me, going through their lives, reaching their beginning and their middle and their end.
on a cold, quiet night where i am up too late and pondering too much …
how i am here suspended in this place, a stationary star, or a black hole, while the celestial bodies rotate me, going through their lives, reaching their beginning and their middle and their end.
good morning~ 💚
it is a beautiful early summer day.
sitting outside having my coffee and working, listening to the birds.
cat curled up by my feet watching nature.
i feel blessed for little moments like this.
it is a beautiful early summer day.
sitting outside having my coffee and working, listening to the birds.
cat curled up by my feet watching nature.
i feel blessed for little moments like this.
June 10, 2025 at 1:19 PM
good morning~ 💚
it is a beautiful early summer day.
sitting outside having my coffee and working, listening to the birds.
cat curled up by my feet watching nature.
i feel blessed for little moments like this.
it is a beautiful early summer day.
sitting outside having my coffee and working, listening to the birds.
cat curled up by my feet watching nature.
i feel blessed for little moments like this.
ketamine evenings ~
i lit a lot of candles outside and it looks so nice how the light flickers and dances . :
“are you writing in english?” asks bluesky
🌔✨☁️
i lit a lot of candles outside and it looks so nice how the light flickers and dances . :
“are you writing in english?” asks bluesky
🌔✨☁️
June 8, 2025 at 4:25 AM
ketamine evenings ~
i lit a lot of candles outside and it looks so nice how the light flickers and dances . :
“are you writing in english?” asks bluesky
🌔✨☁️
i lit a lot of candles outside and it looks so nice how the light flickers and dances . :
“are you writing in english?” asks bluesky
🌔✨☁️
someday i will be posting normally again, but i am tired and ill and my free time is consumed by fromsoft right now.
also, my legs are still messed up.. ;w; i will see a doctor on friday. aaah..
also, my legs are still messed up.. ;w; i will see a doctor on friday. aaah..
May 20, 2025 at 6:08 PM
someday i will be posting normally again, but i am tired and ill and my free time is consumed by fromsoft right now.
also, my legs are still messed up.. ;w; i will see a doctor on friday. aaah..
also, my legs are still messed up.. ;w; i will see a doctor on friday. aaah..
elden ring did this to me
May 20, 2025 at 5:58 PM
elden ring did this to me
elden ring did this to me
May 6, 2025 at 10:17 PM
elden ring did this to me
i am finally back to my own home.
it feels good, i think.
there are MANY things i dislike about my home, but at the end of the day, it is still my safe space.
for days, my heart has been racing nonstop, and maybe now i can exhale and relax a little. lol. maybe.
it feels good, i think.
there are MANY things i dislike about my home, but at the end of the day, it is still my safe space.
for days, my heart has been racing nonstop, and maybe now i can exhale and relax a little. lol. maybe.
April 26, 2025 at 6:27 PM
i am finally back to my own home.
it feels good, i think.
there are MANY things i dislike about my home, but at the end of the day, it is still my safe space.
for days, my heart has been racing nonstop, and maybe now i can exhale and relax a little. lol. maybe.
it feels good, i think.
there are MANY things i dislike about my home, but at the end of the day, it is still my safe space.
for days, my heart has been racing nonstop, and maybe now i can exhale and relax a little. lol. maybe.
good morning~!
are you having a nice caturday? 🐾
it turns out that 250 ducks is a LOT of ducks. it took me a long time to hide them all. ^u^;; i don’t know if they will all ever be found.
is a sunny day and i am wearing capris, so my injuries are out on full display. it is kinda awkward.
are you having a nice caturday? 🐾
it turns out that 250 ducks is a LOT of ducks. it took me a long time to hide them all. ^u^;; i don’t know if they will all ever be found.
is a sunny day and i am wearing capris, so my injuries are out on full display. it is kinda awkward.
April 26, 2025 at 6:25 PM
good morning~!
are you having a nice caturday? 🐾
it turns out that 250 ducks is a LOT of ducks. it took me a long time to hide them all. ^u^;; i don’t know if they will all ever be found.
is a sunny day and i am wearing capris, so my injuries are out on full display. it is kinda awkward.
are you having a nice caturday? 🐾
it turns out that 250 ducks is a LOT of ducks. it took me a long time to hide them all. ^u^;; i don’t know if they will all ever be found.
is a sunny day and i am wearing capris, so my injuries are out on full display. it is kinda awkward.
before i leave this house, i will be hiding 250 tiny ducks in it for the next person to find . .
i have numbered them all lol
i hope it is a fun game for them >:3 it is fun for me to find places to hide them all
🦆🦆🦆🦆🦆
i have numbered them all lol
i hope it is a fun game for them >:3 it is fun for me to find places to hide them all
🦆🦆🦆🦆🦆
April 25, 2025 at 1:37 PM
before i leave this house, i will be hiding 250 tiny ducks in it for the next person to find . .
i have numbered them all lol
i hope it is a fun game for them >:3 it is fun for me to find places to hide them all
🦆🦆🦆🦆🦆
i have numbered them all lol
i hope it is a fun game for them >:3 it is fun for me to find places to hide them all
🦆🦆🦆🦆🦆
it still hurts, there is still numbness, there is still swelling.. but i can tell my body is doing its job.
my legs feel itchy. something inside is healing. 😖💚
this is my last full day that i will be spending at a place that is not my normal home.
so..
tomorrow i will do a travel back to reali
my legs feel itchy. something inside is healing. 😖💚
this is my last full day that i will be spending at a place that is not my normal home.
so..
tomorrow i will do a travel back to reali
April 25, 2025 at 1:34 PM
it still hurts, there is still numbness, there is still swelling.. but i can tell my body is doing its job.
my legs feel itchy. something inside is healing. 😖💚
this is my last full day that i will be spending at a place that is not my normal home.
so..
tomorrow i will do a travel back to reali
my legs feel itchy. something inside is healing. 😖💚
this is my last full day that i will be spending at a place that is not my normal home.
so..
tomorrow i will do a travel back to reali
good morning ! ! !
i forgot to update yesterday owo ;; sorry . .
yesterday was the first day since my injury that i felt BETTER at the end of the day instead of WORSE!
all the bruising is fading slowly, except for where it’s made it down into my feet lol.
we’re gonna make it. c’:
i forgot to update yesterday owo ;; sorry . .
yesterday was the first day since my injury that i felt BETTER at the end of the day instead of WORSE!
all the bruising is fading slowly, except for where it’s made it down into my feet lol.
we’re gonna make it. c’:
April 25, 2025 at 1:33 PM
good morning ! ! !
i forgot to update yesterday owo ;; sorry . .
yesterday was the first day since my injury that i felt BETTER at the end of the day instead of WORSE!
all the bruising is fading slowly, except for where it’s made it down into my feet lol.
we’re gonna make it. c’:
i forgot to update yesterday owo ;; sorry . .
yesterday was the first day since my injury that i felt BETTER at the end of the day instead of WORSE!
all the bruising is fading slowly, except for where it’s made it down into my feet lol.
we’re gonna make it. c’:
i left them alone with a romantic backdrop and lots of food for three (3) weeks and they are just “no homo”ing around their tank
April 24, 2025 at 12:23 AM
i left them alone with a romantic backdrop and lots of food for three (3) weeks and they are just “no homo”ing around their tank
why won’t my snails HAVE SEX ‘ ! ! ! !
April 24, 2025 at 12:19 AM
why won’t my snails HAVE SEX ‘ ! ! ! !
доброе утро мой друг ! ! !
i have not learned how to make plural words yet… -w-;
i am feeling pretty good today. in lots of pain, but i have too much to do to sit around and feel sad and scared about it. ;w; so i will focus on finishing all the things.
i hope you have a really good day!! 💚💚💚
i have not learned how to make plural words yet… -w-;
i am feeling pretty good today. in lots of pain, but i have too much to do to sit around and feel sad and scared about it. ;w; so i will focus on finishing all the things.
i hope you have a really good day!! 💚💚💚
April 23, 2025 at 3:07 PM
доброе утро мой друг ! ! !
i have not learned how to make plural words yet… -w-;
i am feeling pretty good today. in lots of pain, but i have too much to do to sit around and feel sad and scared about it. ;w; so i will focus on finishing all the things.
i hope you have a really good day!! 💚💚💚
i have not learned how to make plural words yet… -w-;
i am feeling pretty good today. in lots of pain, but i have too much to do to sit around and feel sad and scared about it. ;w; so i will focus on finishing all the things.
i hope you have a really good day!! 💚💚💚
the boy feels guilty for being a massive asshole yesterday so now we are going to watch Conclave cause ToPiCaL!
i am eager to see what he thinks of the weird ass twist at the end. he’s going to be mad, lol.
i am eager to see what he thinks of the weird ass twist at the end. he’s going to be mad, lol.
April 22, 2025 at 9:46 PM
the boy feels guilty for being a massive asshole yesterday so now we are going to watch Conclave cause ToPiCaL!
i am eager to see what he thinks of the weird ass twist at the end. he’s going to be mad, lol.
i am eager to see what he thinks of the weird ass twist at the end. he’s going to be mad, lol.
last night at bedtime, i took four ibuprofen and slept with both legs elevated and bandaged with two bags of ice on them. it did actually let me sleme sleep a little better. so maybe i just have to be patient and diligent
April 22, 2025 at 5:53 PM
last night at bedtime, i took four ibuprofen and slept with both legs elevated and bandaged with two bags of ice on them. it did actually let me sleme sleep a little better. so maybe i just have to be patient and diligent
i am at 60% “i will not go” and it is mostly because my shins are so swollen that i will not be able to roll up any of my pants past the knee, and i don’t want to take my pants off at an urgent care.
April 22, 2025 at 5:46 PM
i am at 60% “i will not go” and it is mostly because my shins are so swollen that i will not be able to roll up any of my pants past the knee, and i don’t want to take my pants off at an urgent care.
considering going to an urgent care this evening for the injuries because i feel like my shins get worse every day.
the bruising on one leg has spread all across my entire calf and down into the ankle.
still extremely swollen, still numbness, now ankles are starting to swell too.
the bruising on one leg has spread all across my entire calf and down into the ankle.
still extremely swollen, still numbness, now ankles are starting to swell too.
April 22, 2025 at 5:45 PM
considering going to an urgent care this evening for the injuries because i feel like my shins get worse every day.
the bruising on one leg has spread all across my entire calf and down into the ankle.
still extremely swollen, still numbness, now ankles are starting to swell too.
the bruising on one leg has spread all across my entire calf and down into the ankle.
still extremely swollen, still numbness, now ankles are starting to swell too.
good morning, blueskis.
this has been a rough week.
yes, it’s only tuesday.
i guess it’s been a rough month.
i’m sorry that all i have done is complain and whine and feel sorry for myself.
i wanted a place to do a stream of consciousness and i guess right now, the stream is all negativity ..
this has been a rough week.
yes, it’s only tuesday.
i guess it’s been a rough month.
i’m sorry that all i have done is complain and whine and feel sorry for myself.
i wanted a place to do a stream of consciousness and i guess right now, the stream is all negativity ..
April 22, 2025 at 5:44 PM
good morning, blueskis.
this has been a rough week.
yes, it’s only tuesday.
i guess it’s been a rough month.
i’m sorry that all i have done is complain and whine and feel sorry for myself.
i wanted a place to do a stream of consciousness and i guess right now, the stream is all negativity ..
this has been a rough week.
yes, it’s only tuesday.
i guess it’s been a rough month.
i’m sorry that all i have done is complain and whine and feel sorry for myself.
i wanted a place to do a stream of consciousness and i guess right now, the stream is all negativity ..
i think i am afraid to be alone with my thoughts, so i glom onto other people and smother them with my neediness until i eventually drive them away
i know i am the problem
i know i am the problem
April 21, 2025 at 9:20 PM
i think i am afraid to be alone with my thoughts, so i glom onto other people and smother them with my neediness until i eventually drive them away
i know i am the problem
i know i am the problem
the self loathing is strong today
impulse to tear everything down
feel guilty even whining about it here in my tiny little corner of the internet
boxing against myself all the time
impulse to tear everything down
feel guilty even whining about it here in my tiny little corner of the internet
boxing against myself all the time
April 21, 2025 at 9:17 PM
the self loathing is strong today
impulse to tear everything down
feel guilty even whining about it here in my tiny little corner of the internet
boxing against myself all the time
impulse to tear everything down
feel guilty even whining about it here in my tiny little corner of the internet
boxing against myself all the time