i love reconnecting with people that i had too much guilt to talk to (because i'm terrible about ghosting sometimes) and it's just. like nothing changed.
(i apologized and it's just. great again. 😭)
(i apologized and it's just. great again. 😭)
December 24, 2025 at 12:32 AM
i love reconnecting with people that i had too much guilt to talk to (because i'm terrible about ghosting sometimes) and it's just. like nothing changed.
(i apologized and it's just. great again. 😭)
(i apologized and it's just. great again. 😭)
had a stinky mental health night :<
December 15, 2025 at 2:10 PM
had a stinky mental health night :<
i'm so fucking tired dude. i just want to have fun and hang out with people.
December 11, 2025 at 7:28 PM
i'm so fucking tired dude. i just want to have fun and hang out with people.
i resonate with zayne because he's elsa and as an older sister the "conceal, don't feel, don't let it SHOWWWWW" is me 100% all the time. i don't think there is a person alive that knows how i feel about 90% of shit.
it's lonely.
it's lonely.
December 4, 2025 at 2:09 AM
i resonate with zayne because he's elsa and as an older sister the "conceal, don't feel, don't let it SHOWWWWW" is me 100% all the time. i don't think there is a person alive that knows how i feel about 90% of shit.
it's lonely.
it's lonely.
trying to motivate myself to clean this week… it won’t even take that long if i just do it…
November 24, 2025 at 3:26 PM
trying to motivate myself to clean this week… it won’t even take that long if i just do it…
oh to tuck into bed at 8pm with my cat purring next to me after doing an everything shower
November 17, 2025 at 2:05 AM
oh to tuck into bed at 8pm with my cat purring next to me after doing an everything shower
got a manicure before I left and jfc I can’t wait to get home and fix my nails because she reallyyyyyy did not do a good job filing them. They’re so bad
November 16, 2025 at 5:59 AM
got a manicure before I left and jfc I can’t wait to get home and fix my nails because she reallyyyyyy did not do a good job filing them. They’re so bad
i decided to not take my meds while on vacation but i highkey miss being full and not thinking about food 24/7
November 12, 2025 at 3:39 AM
i decided to not take my meds while on vacation but i highkey miss being full and not thinking about food 24/7
thinking about my jp to do and playing overwatch instead
October 30, 2025 at 2:44 PM
thinking about my jp to do and playing overwatch instead
i thought my meds weren’t working because I haven’t lost a bunch of weight but then I went shopping for new pants and went down 2 sizes from just like 2 months ago
October 29, 2025 at 12:13 AM
i thought my meds weren’t working because I haven’t lost a bunch of weight but then I went shopping for new pants and went down 2 sizes from just like 2 months ago
it's fucking dire all i've wanted to do the last 2 weeks is cry and play overwatch and sleep and that's all i've done and the overwatch is just there to fill the void of my waking hours so i don't need to think about anything
October 27, 2025 at 6:13 PM
it's fucking dire all i've wanted to do the last 2 weeks is cry and play overwatch and sleep and that's all i've done and the overwatch is just there to fill the void of my waking hours so i don't need to think about anything
books i am planning for my flight
-stormlight 3
-feast for crows
-bury our bones in the midnight soil
-gideon/harrow/nona
-stormlight 3
-feast for crows
-bury our bones in the midnight soil
-gideon/harrow/nona
October 25, 2025 at 6:23 PM
books i am planning for my flight
-stormlight 3
-feast for crows
-bury our bones in the midnight soil
-gideon/harrow/nona
-stormlight 3
-feast for crows
-bury our bones in the midnight soil
-gideon/harrow/nona
painting walls isn't as hard as it seems but it definitely isn't easy either. also we're redoing that floor so i just haven't bothered with covering it lol
October 22, 2025 at 7:15 PM
painting walls isn't as hard as it seems but it definitely isn't easy either. also we're redoing that floor so i just haven't bothered with covering it lol
i did a coat of paint but i need to do the detail work with a brush still. and go to the store and get a clean roller for the second color. but i don't wanna. painting is hard
October 21, 2025 at 10:04 PM
i did a coat of paint but i need to do the detail work with a brush still. and go to the store and get a clean roller for the second color. but i don't wanna. painting is hard
took a nap, had a nightmare about my cat. :<
October 19, 2025 at 11:41 PM
took a nap, had a nightmare about my cat. :<
love making food in the crock pot
October 17, 2025 at 8:49 PM
love making food in the crock pot
god im so mad im so mad im so MAD
October 16, 2025 at 11:17 PM
god im so mad im so mad im so MAD
wanting to do so much cleaning but ugh why won’t my brain ever let me do anything like why can’t I just fucking Do It
October 16, 2025 at 2:26 PM
wanting to do so much cleaning but ugh why won’t my brain ever let me do anything like why can’t I just fucking Do It
as someone with extremely bad anxiety, opening lads and zayne going "i'm not annoyed. i have a lot of patience." just improves my day a lot for some reason. obviously i know pixel man isn't mad at me but it's just a reminder that people don't secretly wish for my demise all the time
October 14, 2025 at 1:43 PM
as someone with extremely bad anxiety, opening lads and zayne going "i'm not annoyed. i have a lot of patience." just improves my day a lot for some reason. obviously i know pixel man isn't mad at me but it's just a reminder that people don't secretly wish for my demise all the time
trying to learn some speed reading strats but it’s just making me dizzy lol
October 13, 2025 at 4:52 AM
trying to learn some speed reading strats but it’s just making me dizzy lol
only thing that helped with pain is weed gummy
October 12, 2025 at 5:37 AM
only thing that helped with pain is weed gummy
ripped up my toenail pretty bad :< my back is killing me :<
and i have to finish drive but i just want to sleep i'm in so much pain today
and i have to finish drive but i just want to sleep i'm in so much pain today
October 11, 2025 at 9:35 PM
ripped up my toenail pretty bad :< my back is killing me :<
and i have to finish drive but i just want to sleep i'm in so much pain today
and i have to finish drive but i just want to sleep i'm in so much pain today
my entire body is in pain and this happens so often and i hate the two parts of my brain telling me “it’s because i am lazy and out of shape” versus “this is chronic and you should get it checked out”
October 2, 2025 at 12:14 AM
my entire body is in pain and this happens so often and i hate the two parts of my brain telling me “it’s because i am lazy and out of shape” versus “this is chronic and you should get it checked out”
i am really, really tired of feeling mentally unstable. i am terrified of hurting the people around me but i've never found anything that helps.
October 1, 2025 at 6:25 PM
i am really, really tired of feeling mentally unstable. i am terrified of hurting the people around me but i've never found anything that helps.