The larger issue is that dems are basically only running center candidates. Put an ACTUAL left candidate up for elections on a platform of healthcare reform, and trans rights, who openly denounces Israel's actions in gaza. These arent even particularly far left imo. The voters have been loud. Listen

Start HRT, find a job that has insurance, move into a better place, and work on growing more stable in general. Id also love a new wardrobe over the next year or so if it can swing it.