we share many of our friends—we have introduced each other to many of the people we hold dear in our lives right now. i will speak to her about it in time, but for now i wish to seethe and simmer in anger.

ive been thinking of doing a food vlog/what i eat in a day diary, where i take a picture of the one bite of food i intentionally have left over, but im worried that over-documenting my eating will only exacerbate the unhealthy food noise...

this year im trying so hard to be healthy about food. i want to feel empowered to leave one to two bites of food on my plate, instead of feeling an intense anxiety to finish every last grain of rice in front of me, only to feel guilt and shame afterwards.

an honest question i have to answer is will i still create if there is no one to consume? it's okay if the answer is no but i want to find out

im actually just naked here

omg im not caught up on csm for the past two months im afraid to cos her

well people can whatever the hell they want in cosplay but wigs definitely always look much better because of the volume and shape control hahah

also they wont be worn in a cosplay setting but a full functional armour setting, with other actual HEMA armour so im worried the blackened will look a little cheesy, form over function

these are so expensive...otherwise id get both