and realizing just how much i've hurt people, regardless of right/wrong...

zotero is too complicated for me, i google templates and then i hope to god that i put the right thing in the right place

oo thank you for the recs!!

sorry if you don't want replies on this but i'm so happy for you! you've got this<3

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i'm doing so fucking bad and i don't know why or how to fix it. i feel like i'm on the brink and it's just a matter of when.

i've been clean for so many years that i've stopped counting but fuck. i've been really, really struggling not to hurt myself recently. i've never felt so sick before. but i really can't do it because i can't stomach my bf having to see it. or keeping it from him. or talking to him about it.

right? it's so gorgeous!! you can really tell so much thought and care went into it 🎶

agreed! hell frozen rain and when you're gone will forever be on my playlist. shattered memories is so underrated!

i also wanna experiment more with sorbet flavours! i wanna make a black currant and plum flavoured sorbet so badly 💭 and a green tea, lime, mint & cucumber one......

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