i was just like haha what happened and then checked mine

ohhhh we got a hater of fat butts over here?

🖤🖤🖤

we did that for like three hours this morning

again it's not even entirely true. it just makes me wanna curl up and die, because i hate this feeling. i hate that it follows me no matter where i go. being autistic it's pretty much par for the course, so i just have to deal with it on my own. idk!

of things? idk if it's possible and it never was! irregardless of how things are now. still, it feels like i'm testing a lot of people. i already saw the character differently before i even started drawing her. i write her differently. like i feel othered but when do i not?

when it comes to art i'm like god why am i not doing this general he him sephiroth thing. the art of that blows up. people love it. my mutuals love it. without accounting for the other dozens who like my dress up (fondly calling it) stuff. i just want to appeal to everyone and with the state

i can't really complain about this without being hypocritical, which i'm not trying to do. i think i'm just bothered that i feel left out Again. so i'm lashing out #Therapy

i feel like i think and talk about this every day and i honestly don't care. it's because it does cling to my mind. feels like even some of my mutuals don't really like what i'm doing and i mean if that's the case. leave? why do you follow me

does it matter? probably not. but when you do creative things you kinda want people to see them. or acknowledge it. validate it. at the end of the day though it's all about what i wanna do so i'll just do it. but i'm wondering lol

although i'm grateful for the people who read my stuff and like my art, can't help but wonder how much more interactive other people would be if they just. idk. opened their mind a little bit. guess it's unfair of me

puffy nipples. need yall to get on that wave

gomen oomf chan

are people FINALLY getting it

thank you so much!! sefikura cuddling. meow. and putting it all together like this was a happy accident. i'm glad you like it friend! 🖤