i love you so much ari

i thought about it happening, about the two of us ending it together
and the more i thought about it the more i realized how soul crushing it would be
that was probably the worst pain ive ever felt in my life
im sorry for even thinking about it
im so sorry my love

sweetheart please don't worry about it, we have the rest of our lives to spend together

i love you soooo much

this does not include my wife for the record she's wonderful and i love her very much

maybe i'm just a fraud lol

why's that, love? ;3c

P ORN

also for the record i genuinely cannot see how my existence affects you in any way, im doing absolutely nothing harmful by simply existing
is there just some obsession that can somehow only be fulfilled by me offing myself?
like what are you on about. i don't get it

if you have something to tell me, i'd encourage you do it without a wall of anonymity between the two of us
come at me coward

encouraging someone to kill themself is a great way to support your cause btw, good job on that one