i rlly might as well jus do my own thing and not try so hard bc fuck me ig

cant even make friends anymore without thinking some kind of ulterior motive(s) are there.

like why bro why i just want to be able to exist and not have such a comparative mindset in regards to myself and others. i wish i had more confidence like fr like damn

i dont want rampant thoughts as often as it happens man

like why is it that when i ask to just be there to listen i get snapped at ): makes me sad

ive been playing webfishing, rdr2online, rivals and im gonna tryyy gettin back into warhammer but i dont wanna overwhelm myself aaa,, heres to hopefully getting into things that actually make me happy and pass time with friends or just by myself ! its really nice finding new interests

i guess i cant really say again because i only really played campaigns or just solo games in general bc i was always too shy to play online w other people when i was younger but regardless !!