Confucius say: they may be an outstanding shag, but if they are a complete narcissistic lying cunt to the very core of their being then it’s never ever worth it.

I am quite simply shocked, and I think that most if not everything was a complete lie.

I feel a little bit damaged by it all.

I actually believed I might have found something that after 50 I just stopped looking for, and all along I could have recruited in the state mental hospital.

Anyway, even if nobody ever reads this it’s been a place to scream into the void about how absolutely crazy this is, and tomorrow I will need to tackle it all completely head on at the source and then be badmouthed from here to Cockermouth, and wherever else suits.

I actually had to message someone I don’t know to tell them very briefly the situation and to please confirm that they are in fact not dead.

I did NOT have that on my 2024 bingo card.

This is currently a place specific people won’t see.

Somebody throw a brick at my head to stun me.

I’ve taken a sleeping pill and a Valium and they haven’t even made a dent.

I still have both kidneys and the alarm is on.

It is absolutely way beyond completely crazy and I have never experienced ANYTHING even remotely like this before.