like statistically there must be some people where everything *is* their fault? like idk maybe i should just stop denying it or searching for excuses and just say ok yeah maybe it is just me. like maybe i am the worst person i know?

i mean i’m not gonna kms because i’m trapped but i can’t escape this either so idk i guess im just gonna run out the clock on my life lol

like i just look forward to sleeping every day because it’s my only respite from her

this sucks, i feel so depressed and abused and powerless and im just numb about it

or otherwise escape life in some form

i’m just mad and hurt and so so disappointed that trans lives could ever be a negotiable, like if we got ideal socialism but trans people die it would be worth it

i don’t want cis people to help us i want them to leave us the fuck alone. trans zion now.

you should be hun <3

somewhere between healed and scarred, but better than open and raw anyway