It is giving major tde. Or, am I engaged to someone that is using me for shelter because he has been so unsuccessful in life that he needs to glom onto women?

Move on. You obviously are a very sad, jealous, person. She seems to be having a great life. Jealously is not a good look. Why is she such a topic of conversation? It is funny how the accounts with bible verses and love in their name, are the most hateful.

Maybe stop thinking about this woman, you obviously are VERY jealous of, and work on yourself. Go to college. Look up a good plastic surgeon. Do something productive with your life. Stop thinking about this woman. She obviously could not give 2 shits about you. You are embarrassing yourself.

You seem to care a lot about this person. You are doing what we call, PROJECTION. You feel like your looks ( that word is carrying a heavy load), your life and significant other (lol), are more bad choices you made. Sorry (not) that you are poor, unhappy and not clever at all.

Why am I getting, insecure, unsuccessful man, who has to glom onto women to get along in life? Afraid to be alone, because he has no friends and no one likes him. The only relationships you have are parasocial. Sad, very sad. Trump 2028