• ghost •
@fpsman01.bsky.social
Just a ghost of my former self, struggling with his mental and emotional state.
I am hollowed inside sometimes. Sometimes has NSFW thoughts.
MDNI 18+
I am hollowed inside sometimes. Sometimes has NSFW thoughts.
MDNI 18+
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• ghost •
@fpsman01.bsky.social
· Jan 18
I tend to use "🖤" in common messages of mine. Sometimes even "💜" as a form a compassion. Sorry if that was somehow unclear beforehand.
I don't think I would mean much leaving this app by now. Nobody is interacting with me a lot or anything.
June 7, 2025 at 1:56 AM
I don't think I would mean much leaving this app by now. Nobody is interacting with me a lot or anything.
Severe weather warnings wooooo
May 16, 2025 at 2:07 AM
Severe weather warnings wooooo
I must've just disappeared by now at this point
May 10, 2025 at 1:47 AM
I must've just disappeared by now at this point
I'm sorry I wish I could be better
May 1, 2025 at 11:36 PM
I'm sorry I wish I could be better
Thinking of just deleting my venting apps and disappear from stuff. I hate venting into the void completely. I always feel alone often as is. I don't need more.
April 24, 2025 at 3:16 PM
Thinking of just deleting my venting apps and disappear from stuff. I hate venting into the void completely. I always feel alone often as is. I don't need more.
none of my venting spaces are meaning much of anything lately
April 18, 2025 at 7:51 AM
none of my venting spaces are meaning much of anything lately
They left again that's sad I already miss them again 😭
April 7, 2025 at 12:50 AM
They left again that's sad I already miss them again 😭
I swear the servers don't like me 😭 every time I try to grind some comp on overwatch I get lag spikes so bad from time to time, but NEVER get disconnected like whyyyyy
April 6, 2025 at 8:02 PM
I swear the servers don't like me 😭 every time I try to grind some comp on overwatch I get lag spikes so bad from time to time, but NEVER get disconnected like whyyyyy
Well time to relax from all that tilt over some dps cowboy with a 'c4' in his pocket on a specific game 🫥
April 5, 2025 at 9:46 AM
Well time to relax from all that tilt over some dps cowboy with a 'c4' in his pocket on a specific game 🫥
I wonder if she'll ever message me at any point within another week
April 4, 2025 at 8:44 PM
I wonder if she'll ever message me at any point within another week
My mood is ruined and I don't want to do anything anymore
April 4, 2025 at 3:42 AM
My mood is ruined and I don't want to do anything anymore
Music quick drain out the blandness inside I wanna be able to enjoy some stuff again
March 28, 2025 at 6:08 AM
Music quick drain out the blandness inside I wanna be able to enjoy some stuff again
Why did I think there could be something between us? What a waste of time perhaps...
March 25, 2025 at 6:00 PM
Why did I think there could be something between us? What a waste of time perhaps...
Maybe I should just throw in the towel with her and give up on trying to find something out of it
March 25, 2025 at 5:43 PM
Maybe I should just throw in the towel with her and give up on trying to find something out of it
now I think I got a sore throat from my sibling with a terrible habit of coughing without covering their mouth or anything..
March 25, 2025 at 12:43 AM
now I think I got a sore throat from my sibling with a terrible habit of coughing without covering their mouth or anything..
For years that mfer thinks he can treat me poorly then when we're adults that I won't lash back similarly after trying multiple times to be kind and lenient with him. The audacity. Welcome to how you shaped my childhood towards my own twin, asshole.
March 24, 2025 at 8:10 PM
For years that mfer thinks he can treat me poorly then when we're adults that I won't lash back similarly after trying multiple times to be kind and lenient with him. The audacity. Welcome to how you shaped my childhood towards my own twin, asshole.
I'm collapsing and I honestly think getting a job would only end up making things worse on me
March 18, 2025 at 10:52 PM
I'm collapsing and I honestly think getting a job would only end up making things worse on me
I wish my feelings meant something to her so it doesn't feel like multiple people aren't ignoring me or don't have the time for me..
I don't feel important sometimes
I don't feel important sometimes
March 18, 2025 at 3:23 AM
I wish my feelings meant something to her so it doesn't feel like multiple people aren't ignoring me or don't have the time for me..
I don't feel important sometimes
I don't feel important sometimes
I think I am surviving atm
March 14, 2025 at 12:25 AM
I think I am surviving atm
Yep just slowly being unfollowed. More incentive to just disappear..
March 6, 2025 at 12:59 PM
Yep just slowly being unfollowed. More incentive to just disappear..
might just delete this app tbh
March 5, 2025 at 7:53 PM
might just delete this app tbh
I am feeling empty. My life is crumbling and I lack the willpower to power through it.
February 28, 2025 at 12:49 PM
I am feeling empty. My life is crumbling and I lack the willpower to power through it.