My family keeps waking me up at 7, I don't know why. Like I'm literally eating breakfast right now and I still need to change and there's like no time to get to school when I'm supposed to, usually I wake up early myself, but I don't know why I'm not doing that anymore when I'm resting early

This might be... my first real job, the thing that'll get my foot in the door in the industry I so badly wanna get into.

I think that's all I have to say tonight. Tomorrow besides school I should focus wrapping up the other project I've been on since last month (boards are due in like a week) and then I'm just gonna be drawing for the intern project and hope nothing gets in the way.

But like, I have this whole vision now for what I wanna do art-wise on their project. I really wanna go above and beyond with this thing, because I think this has the potential to be something big. I think I can say that. I know I'm just a student... but I wanna surprise them with my capabilities.

I almost don't wanna drink my Starbucks now that my teeth were cleaned but at the same time I don't wanna waste it so I guess I'll drink it at some point. At least I can finally just relax though

Anyways though my teeth feel fine, which is weird, I was told they'd be sore, so I'm wondering if they're gonna be sore later or if I just have a strong pain tolerance again.

I take bad care of my teeth, but somehow I miraculously only have one cavity which they're gonna take care of next month.

My mom is surprisingly insightful and generous, which I never noticed for some reason. I guess she's like me in that way. She pointed out this guy who sits out near a nursing home everyday & she mentioned wanting to donate something to the church by our house & this gift she got for grandma.

I'm honestly not sure what it is, cleaning I guess, and it only mildly hurt. I bled a bit but that's too be expected with blood thinner medication in my system. And I'm glad I got to spend time with my mom even though I was slightly bummed about having to go earlier.

But I just found out I have a surprise dentist appointment. So no time to even drink or relax after school, I'm feeling stressed as hell but now I gotta go to the dentist after writing this. Whatever... I'll just leave everything here and eat my croissant after the appointment. This is fine.

My teacher says it's good I'm experimenting. So I'm just taking his positive reaction to my work that I'm on the right track.

Anyways I got Starbucks on the way home. I wanted to help out with some last-minute animating on this thing everyone on the project I'm on is rushing out --

So next class, I'm planning to apply charcoal over the sketch. Even tho I'm not used to charcoal I think I'm familiar with it enough that I can use it to start shading and doing more details until it looks less like a sketch and more like something finished.

But um yea. That's all, i really should get going so bye for now.

I also remembered my dream on the way to school. Well not really a dream? More like a memory dream? I used to have long hair so I was dreaming about that and how I used to be young and pretty. Maybe that's why I'm growing my hair out. I wanna look like that again...

Then I got to class a little late. But if I've learned anything about college it's that teachers are always chill and don't care. Anyways I'm typing this in the bathroom cuz I really want to but also I'm waiting for my computer to charge and hopefully when I get back to class it should be enough