Fox of the Nine Tails
@foxoftheninetails.bsky.social
Former astro student, current unemployed menace, definitely socially awkward.
He/Him
I still love space, but I also love to cook. Also: reading, video games, figure collecting, model building, hiking, anime, art, and proving myself wrong.
He/Him
I still love space, but I also love to cook. Also: reading, video games, figure collecting, model building, hiking, anime, art, and proving myself wrong.
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2025: the year of no, and I'm not sorry.
I'm done. I'm done placating, I'm done sacrificing so someone feels better, I'm done denying myself for no reason.
And for everyone who pushes back, says I'm being too self indulgent, thinks I should hold back?
Fuck you. I've waited 36 years. No more.
I'm done. I'm done placating, I'm done sacrificing so someone feels better, I'm done denying myself for no reason.
And for everyone who pushes back, says I'm being too self indulgent, thinks I should hold back?
Fuck you. I've waited 36 years. No more.
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A thread of things I’ve learned now that I’m 50.
1: You should never lay out in the sun or in a tanning bed to work on your tan. Looking like a raisin at 40 will matter more than you think. And also think of your poor dermatologist who has to take pictures every year of all of those moles.
1: You should never lay out in the sun or in a tanning bed to work on your tan. Looking like a raisin at 40 will matter more than you think. And also think of your poor dermatologist who has to take pictures every year of all of those moles.
November 14, 2025 at 1:39 AM
A thread of things I’ve learned now that I’m 50.
1: You should never lay out in the sun or in a tanning bed to work on your tan. Looking like a raisin at 40 will matter more than you think. And also think of your poor dermatologist who has to take pictures every year of all of those moles.
1: You should never lay out in the sun or in a tanning bed to work on your tan. Looking like a raisin at 40 will matter more than you think. And also think of your poor dermatologist who has to take pictures every year of all of those moles.
Can I ask a serious question? Don't come for me in the comments, I legitimately would appreciate an explanation.
Let's say they release the Epstein Files. And Trump is all over them, as we well know. What will change? He's gotten away with 34 felony counts, we know he's a pedo. I don't understand.
Let's say they release the Epstein Files. And Trump is all over them, as we well know. What will change? He's gotten away with 34 felony counts, we know he's a pedo. I don't understand.
November 13, 2025 at 4:28 AM
Can I ask a serious question? Don't come for me in the comments, I legitimately would appreciate an explanation.
Let's say they release the Epstein Files. And Trump is all over them, as we well know. What will change? He's gotten away with 34 felony counts, we know he's a pedo. I don't understand.
Let's say they release the Epstein Files. And Trump is all over them, as we well know. What will change? He's gotten away with 34 felony counts, we know he's a pedo. I don't understand.
Been fighting a cold for about a week, one of those annoying ones that doesnt ever really fully hit, just one symptom then the next.
Was gifted a congested head two nights ago, and to retaliate I ate a lot of homemade buffalo sauce.
Been up for an hour with heartburn like I haven't had in months.
Was gifted a congested head two nights ago, and to retaliate I ate a lot of homemade buffalo sauce.
Been up for an hour with heartburn like I haven't had in months.
November 12, 2025 at 1:10 PM
Been fighting a cold for about a week, one of those annoying ones that doesnt ever really fully hit, just one symptom then the next.
Was gifted a congested head two nights ago, and to retaliate I ate a lot of homemade buffalo sauce.
Been up for an hour with heartburn like I haven't had in months.
Was gifted a congested head two nights ago, and to retaliate I ate a lot of homemade buffalo sauce.
Been up for an hour with heartburn like I haven't had in months.
And for my next trick!
*sits very still with the lights off, nursing a migraine*
*sits very still with the lights off, nursing a migraine*
November 2, 2025 at 11:48 PM
And for my next trick!
*sits very still with the lights off, nursing a migraine*
*sits very still with the lights off, nursing a migraine*
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October 31, 2025 at 3:44 PM
Some day, it won't work. Some day, I will reach for it, and it won't be there anymore.
Very healthy to be thinking that right now...
Very healthy to be thinking that right now...
Laying in bed, trying so carefully not to over think. But theres that layer just above your subconscious. You know it's there, and it does what it wants, thinks what it wants. Next thing you know, your heart is racing and you are scrambling for the only thing that calms your anxiety attacks.
October 30, 2025 at 7:11 AM
Some day, it won't work. Some day, I will reach for it, and it won't be there anymore.
Very healthy to be thinking that right now...
Very healthy to be thinking that right now...
Laying in bed, trying so carefully not to over think. But theres that layer just above your subconscious. You know it's there, and it does what it wants, thinks what it wants. Next thing you know, your heart is racing and you are scrambling for the only thing that calms your anxiety attacks.
October 30, 2025 at 7:09 AM
Laying in bed, trying so carefully not to over think. But theres that layer just above your subconscious. You know it's there, and it does what it wants, thinks what it wants. Next thing you know, your heart is racing and you are scrambling for the only thing that calms your anxiety attacks.
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I get so sad when I feel like someone doesn’t wanna talk to me
October 28, 2025 at 12:34 AM
I get so sad when I feel like someone doesn’t wanna talk to me
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“Just” friends, as if friendship could ever be just anything. As if it doesn’t run soul deep, carved into bone like initials on a tree. As if it doesn’t have the power to save you or bring you down to your knees.
October 27, 2025 at 8:39 PM
“Just” friends, as if friendship could ever be just anything. As if it doesn’t run soul deep, carved into bone like initials on a tree. As if it doesn’t have the power to save you or bring you down to your knees.
Its now, in the early hours of the morning, when I am at my loneliest. Laying in bed for hours doesnt let me sleep. All the people I love are quiet. I have nothing but my own thoughts, and they are crueler to me than anyone has ever been.
October 27, 2025 at 9:49 AM
Its now, in the early hours of the morning, when I am at my loneliest. Laying in bed for hours doesnt let me sleep. All the people I love are quiet. I have nothing but my own thoughts, and they are crueler to me than anyone has ever been.
I was planning on going for a hike in the woods. Its been cold, foggy, and rainy all week. Forecast was calling for the same today.
Wake up this morning to sunshine, and a ton of work in my email.
I just want to walk through the woods, touch the maples, sit with the ferns; all with a steady rain.
Wake up this morning to sunshine, and a ton of work in my email.
I just want to walk through the woods, touch the maples, sit with the ferns; all with a steady rain.
Friday is so far away.
October 25, 2025 at 7:32 AM
I was planning on going for a hike in the woods. Its been cold, foggy, and rainy all week. Forecast was calling for the same today.
Wake up this morning to sunshine, and a ton of work in my email.
I just want to walk through the woods, touch the maples, sit with the ferns; all with a steady rain.
Wake up this morning to sunshine, and a ton of work in my email.
I just want to walk through the woods, touch the maples, sit with the ferns; all with a steady rain.
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a little gray fox 🍁
October 21, 2025 at 7:05 PM
a little gray fox 🍁
Friday is so far away.
October 20, 2025 at 1:13 AM
Friday is so far away.
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I've noticed a funny thing. The media that I love the most, that I hold dear, is the media I consume the least. I wont watch a movie, I'll skip a song on a playlist.
I think it's because I'm afraid it might disappoint me, or it wont hit as hard.
I think it's because I'm afraid it might disappoint me, or it wont hit as hard.
October 18, 2025 at 7:57 AM
I've noticed a funny thing. The media that I love the most, that I hold dear, is the media I consume the least. I wont watch a movie, I'll skip a song on a playlist.
I think it's because I'm afraid it might disappoint me, or it wont hit as hard.
I think it's because I'm afraid it might disappoint me, or it wont hit as hard.
(Yes, I know the previous post was fucking juvenile and stupid. 300 characters is not enough to explain things, and express how I feel about it. You get a frowny face, and you get a frowny face, and you get a grown face!)
October 17, 2025 at 5:13 AM
(Yes, I know the previous post was fucking juvenile and stupid. 300 characters is not enough to explain things, and express how I feel about it. You get a frowny face, and you get a frowny face, and you get a grown face!)
Trans girls love your own voice challenge.
We all love the way you sound, we love your laugh.
We all love the way you sound, we love your laugh.
October 15, 2025 at 9:05 PM
Trans girls love your own voice challenge.
We all love the way you sound, we love your laugh.
We all love the way you sound, we love your laugh.
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New trailer for "All You Need Is Kill" animated feature by Kenichiro Akimoto & Studio 4°C.
Coming in Japanese theaters on January 9, 2026.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=IrHi...
Coming in Japanese theaters on January 9, 2026.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=IrHi...
October 14, 2025 at 9:09 AM
New trailer for "All You Need Is Kill" animated feature by Kenichiro Akimoto & Studio 4°C.
Coming in Japanese theaters on January 9, 2026.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=IrHi...
Coming in Japanese theaters on January 9, 2026.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=IrHi...
Got a little time with people tonight. I think it helped. Not with the loneliness, but with being able to let them go.
October 11, 2025 at 8:02 AM
Got a little time with people tonight. I think it helped. Not with the loneliness, but with being able to let them go.
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I hate that my neurodivergence makes me come across as standoffish, emotionless, and/or uncaring because I do genuinely care so much I will just never feel like the words I say will have any sort of impact and even if I did the words never come to me regardless
October 10, 2025 at 6:40 AM
I hate that my neurodivergence makes me come across as standoffish, emotionless, and/or uncaring because I do genuinely care so much I will just never feel like the words I say will have any sort of impact and even if I did the words never come to me regardless
When will I stop seeking someplace to vent? Every time I say anything out loud, I feel like I'm doing it for attention.
October 10, 2025 at 7:15 AM
When will I stop seeking someplace to vent? Every time I say anything out loud, I feel like I'm doing it for attention.
I push people away, and then when they stop coming back, I get hurt. I see it coming, fuck I warn them that I do it.
I need to stop letting myself get close, everyone ends up hurt.
I need to stop letting myself get close, everyone ends up hurt.
October 10, 2025 at 6:17 AM
I push people away, and then when they stop coming back, I get hurt. I see it coming, fuck I warn them that I do it.
I need to stop letting myself get close, everyone ends up hurt.
I need to stop letting myself get close, everyone ends up hurt.
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The following is REAL footage from Portland, 2025. Viewer discretion is advised.
October 9, 2025 at 8:23 PM
The following is REAL footage from Portland, 2025. Viewer discretion is advised.
I think I just want my friends to know that despite everything, despite all the crap I pull, that I really care about them and I love them. I'm okay with loving people from afar, I've been pushing people away my whole life. I'm just trying to be better.
October 8, 2025 at 8:06 AM
I think I just want my friends to know that despite everything, despite all the crap I pull, that I really care about them and I love them. I'm okay with loving people from afar, I've been pushing people away my whole life. I'm just trying to be better.