my friends online ruined my entire life creating this sketch. i am heartbroken over a sound, again

here's me adding unnecessary guitar to it right after i first heard it

no idea what possessed me to do this but this capo config and tone are a vibe

and here it is, i just found the original video that i put on youtube all those years ago. a baby 17yo kelly covering “trains” on video at the tail end of 2010

when i was 17 i published a relatively successful youtube cover of this song, “trains” by porcupine tree, playing it on acoustic guitar, and i never followed up on it at all.

this video is from early 2022, stealing voicings from a partial capo arrangement i did ten years earlier. 12 years later.

piano improvisation, 2022

singing and playing an improvised piano reduction of Holden Days' song "Blush" from Sylvan Lands Vol. II sometime in 2022

very old clip of me playing synth and pedalboard under my boyfriend's piano improvisations and pivoting directly into air raid siren

the real ones know

also i don't wanna speak too soon but i might be getting some of my creativity back.

done on a whim last night based on a mangled sample i created