sanıyorum ki maalesef toplumun büyük bir kısmı aidiyet ihtiyaçlarını sadece buradan karşılayabiliyor. kimliklerinin de önemli bir parçası "taraftar olmak" haline gelmiş gibi görünüyor :/

update: started antidepressants right after this, I'm doing much "better" now 😁

After trying for weeks, I managed to get an appointment with a psychiatrist and it could only be at 9am. I'm pretty sure I'll somehow miss it. Also, I don't like being on antidepressants but I can't see another way out.

Stupid weird nightmares are back too. Haven't had them in my last few depressive periods. How am I supposed to "get better" when I can't even sleep properly?

and the progress vid of coloring

it's done!! www.patreon.com/posts/117444...