crying sobbing wanting to give up

thank u jay for the kind words, i feel very belittled a lot of the time like no one cares or is listening thank u for taking the time to reply to me 🥺

I’ve gone through his phone multiple times he has me listed as “baby” but about 6 girls they will have a red heart next to their names and one girl he has listed as “wife” lol it’s painful and I definitely feel worthless but I also live with him and have no where to go so im not really trying

im honestly a really bad person who has done a lot of bad stuff throughout the years, as a kid I had no guidance and had a lot of friends who weren’t good influences I am indeed paying my karma unfortunately

it’s okayyy im still trying to hang on, i think i gained 10 pounds so i lost all my progress i made in the beginning of this year.. its so disheartening

dolly i hope ur doing good though, i miss u so much and miss seeing ur bubbly kind personality

honestly really bad, i went through so much this year and i also got fat so now my live is honestly in the gutter. i suck at everything tbh

I miss u so much kitty I think about you a lot

miss u so much

so precious

i love u mimi i personally messaged u my number stay safe <3 i will miss u so much

making bad choices that don’t harm anyone but yourself kinda be hitting like every time for me

ur so cute