AAH IT'S JUST SO FRUSTRATING. WHY DO I HAVE TO FEEL ASHAMED AND HUMILIATED FROM SOMETHING I DIDN'T EVEN DO??? THAT WASN'T MY FAULT??
I WAS HARASSED WITH SEXUALLY EXPLICIT IMAGES. WHY DO I FEEL GUILTY FOR REACTING POORLY TO IT?? WHY DO WOMEN HAVE TO DEAL WITH THIS?????
Fucking why can't I deal.

I know I didn't safe guard it but I got trolled like that because I put lgbtq or vtuber in my tags. It's not a welcome mat for harassers to step all over me. They know they won. I acted so frustrated live on stream and made an ass of myself. It makes me feel. So stupid about it all

I deleted my discord. Not that I'd advertised it at all. But like I didn't know how to handle it in the middle of streaming and I just panicked. No one but 1 other person was in it so I mean, nothing was lost. But it's so frustrating...