Just happened again with "are you okay" USVSH GGS

Girl no not really at all, but how can I say that

I suspect I will just be posting into the void, since I don't really want to bother interacting and following on such an account where 90% of the posts are self pity and ranting.

I think all my friends stopped liking me, probably from all the whining, but I don't know.

Hurts a lot, but, i had my few days of being really down, and maybe i'll find some new people here.

This is mostly a return to normal anyway. I don’t know why I though things would last.

5th organic lab, 5th product description. "White powdery crystal" rinse and repeat for next week.

I'm really exhausted with all the worries relationships produce. I'm not sure if its sustainable or healthy.

I kind of feel like all my relationships peak after a few weeks, then as people get to know me better they like me less and less.

Need a word for "I know i'll be okay, but Im really not feeling okay"

Some people you're friends with just do not like you nearly as much as you like them.

Not that they don't want to be your friend, just that, you're not a priority, just a convenience.

You have to be okay with that too, because its not fair to expect reciprocation, but it still stings.

I wish my emotions were less controlled so i could actually be real with someone

worst thing someone can ask is "do you want to talk about it"

The change from not talking to people for weeks on end, to messaging multiple times a day with multiple people is very jarring.

It happened so fast too, dislike the newfound dependence for attention from others very very much.

Won't say was better if before, but this doesn't feel better.

Looking back, its a little funny to think that one of the biggest concerns when thinking about offing ys was that it would might just be attention seeking behavior.

There are clearly other problems.,