Relationship anarchy or bust, baby! (Also I do write a lot of yume-ships.. So.. No)
In the fun paraphrasal of that Community meme,
I can excuse murder but I draw the line at cheating.

Nah. I genuinely can't imagine it. I like writing a) consummate flirts who immediately get flustered when someone that they like/trust genuinely reciprocates
b) super loving demiromantics who have so, so many hands for their friends and try their best
Or
C) barely leashed morally gray yanderes

Humans are confusing on the best of days and maddening on their worst.

Excuse the long rant, I'm stuck in so many ways and creatively stymied. I'll try to use a playbook whenever I'm able to get back on Windows (TT^TT)

I stopped when I heard about it stealing from writers.
Stealing from artists.
I got disgusted when I began to see people use it to desecrate the dead.
The more I learned about it, the more repulsion I gained.
Why is that so uncommon? It hasn't hurt me personally but it really doesn't need to.

I hate that trying to do anything outside the infrastructure is so fucking difficult.
I hate that I can't find a job.
I hate that I have to listen to people telling me to train with AI.
I will admit that I used ChatGPT in its 1.0 phase, when it was shiny and new but I stopped as soon as I learned

WHY THE FUCK WOULD THEY STOP?

They are driving people insane and you're PAYING them to do it. Even if they're losing money on it, you paying for it let's them know that people are more than happy to choke down slop

They're killing people in Sudan for this and you're fine with it.
They're killing the sky around us; you're fine with it.
They're raising your electric bill; you're fine with it.
They're preparing another nuclear disaster; you're fine with it.
They're wasting gallons of water; that's fine

I HATE AI.
EVERYTIME SOMEONE SAYS WHATEVER BULLSHIT REASON THEY HAVE OR "OH, AI'S GOING TO GET BETTER SOON. THEY'LL MAKE IT MORE ENVIRONMENTALLY--"

They don't have to.
This is what they're doing right *now* and you're fine with it.

I am gnawing on the bars of this awful enclosure.
This artist uses AI for the creative process, this writer uses it for the creative process, Expedition 33 used it for the creative process, Google is more than happy to help your creative process and now so is FUCKING FIREFOX

I look at what Windows is doing while setting up my mil's new laptop: 6 different "am u a robot?" captcha
WHAT DO YOU MEAN WHAT SONG HAS BIRDS IN IT?
WHAT DO YOU MEAN I NEED TO KNOW WHEN IT SWITCHES INSTRUMENTS?
LET ME SKIP GIVING YOU MY FUCKING EMAIL
COUNT FUCKING YOUR DAYS, WILLIAM GATES

NO ONE FUCKING MENTIONED I'D BE STUCK ON WINDOWS 7 FOR IT
And I don't know how to go back because I full sent it and only run Linux atm
EVERY UPDATE BREAKS MY COMPUTER FOR 2 WEEKS
I tried to go back to Windows + recover my computer last week and my friend is now banned from Windows

Nowadays I still like to tell stories and I'm working on blending those ideas more often but I don't need them to feel like a human anymore. I don't think I really need to feel like a human; I'm a person-shaped dragon who loves and is loved back now, and that's pretty good too.