YAY :D

WHY DOES THIS WORK
IT'S JUST A GENTLE TONE OF VOICE????
AM I THAT STARVED???? IS SHE STARVING FOR AFFECTION??
SHE GETS SLUMPED BY TONE ALONE?? ("mmm" sfx)

Taunt to get bodied compilation

Apparently saying "hello" to me in a certain tone or complimenting me broadly is enough to mush my brain like this
The clicker isn't even needed, it's just hot to listen to me whimper
Which is kind of hilarious

bonus points for smiting the brat telling you "nothing will work" minutes after it confidently says this

You have friends who are worse off than me in the same way, but you don't see it for some reason despite their shit being public knowledge. It has to be only me. You've never seen someone with emotional regulation issues before, conveniently. I'm crazy because I have a hard time connecting thoughts.

Every single time I see you or that other asshole in call or chat I feel like I'm unsafe and fucking insane and I cannot engage with the conversation anymore. It's great seeing you respond after me knowing damn well how I feel about you and what you did and kill my motivation to talk to my friends.

I mentioned it to someone you know when I was being vulnerable about the hurt and she wanted to put who told me this on a shirt. Despite her asking for a name, I refused to give it because I'm unfortunately not vindictive enough to watch you get yours. I'm a fucking coward, and you're fucking lucky.

What if I've had enough silently stewing and ACTUALLY becoming more and more unreasonable as I think about how fucked up that is to tell someone. As I try to understand how this happened and end up internalizing this. As it roots itself into my way of perceiving myself, becoming real after all?

If you're not in puppy headspace for half your shift in your potentially dangerous blue collar job what the fuck are you doing