not them targeting us💀

hopefully thats been pulling through for me😭🙏 i definitely need to start getting better at being active and atp not even just for my w31ght but general health, ive been avoiding it sm 😅

she forgot to bring it today and is bringing it wednesday instead but im def gonna challenge myself to try it just bc shes doing such a nice thing, luckily she’ll take whatever i dont eat for her lunch so i dont have the immense guilt ab food waste😭

she already made a quiche for me last week and i was in tears😭 like idk how to establish boundaries with her, shes so so kind but its almost too much pls

ty love <3 im still smoking w33d at night so i feel like im cheating (my dr said i need to quit both) but at least im getting SOMEWHERE rn😭

i got myself some sugar free mints so hopefully i can start swapping that for some of the actual candy i’ve been b1ng31ng on😭

ive been too embarrassed to log on my b1nging has been insane

im not that mad tho i feel like this is purifying me from my b1ng3s

like not even just for 3d reasons its genuinely just good to know for health 😭

the way this reads is crazy

not to mention my olfactory hallucinations (which are linked to 3pilepsy but i never started having them until the last yr)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NEYLA I HOPE U HAVE A GREAT DAY

i feel awful bc my autistic brain misunderstood what my therapist said and thought she was undiagnosing me w everything when she rly wasnt and was so hard on her, ive actually grown to like her sm bc she challenges me and i feel like ive made a lot of progress w her

i have arrived

i gotta get back on it fr😭, i’ve started eating healthier foods, but also started Ⴆιɳɠҽιɳɠ again smh