it's deeply enmeshed into every aspect of us and yet there's a sort of self conscious attitude we approach these things due to having to tone our freak

Like its weird as hell to feel that sense of letting go? Like youre not you? We dont seem to work like other systems but something we're learning is that systems are kinda different usually

Anyway, I wish we had locked accounts to go into more detail here but it's complicated!

System dynamics are pretty fascinating but they can be taxing when you have this regulatory presence upholding appearances to be more palatable to others

It's posts like these that make us wish that private accounts were here cause we want to say this shit but also don't want too much exposure

Im skirting around some developments today cause I just really don't want to explain anything to anyone and I feel stupid as hell!

Idk dude!!! I wish I could talk to people and not have to mask so damn much