accepting womanhood blew the dam on some things i didn't expect

in the same country

less than a year later and i actually fucking did it
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a screwdriver and allen wrench at most

i thought i was very direct in saying i didn't want any more closeness in my life. i want more time to myself to hike, read, and eat vaniljbullar

my current focus is on:
- educating myself on marxist, critical and gender theory
- finding ways to apply myself in community with others
- learning basic practical/DIY skills
- continueing to improve how i dress
- learning cooking fundementals, buying better tools, and learning more recipes

i'm two books into this effort but kind of hit a slump recently due to major life shifts. though i did become close with someone who motivates me and enjoys talking about this

shut up freyja, finish your unholy béarnaise banana monstrosity

i should pick up some butler